Before this hell started i was told i was insane but would it have been better if i was or would it have been different if i didnt do what i did if i didnt listen to that voice i wonder…would they still be alive would the world have reached this state if i had just ignored the voice these are the thoughts i have day in and day out just waiting for the world to take me to like everyone els. i ruined this world and yet im the last one alive i watched everyone ive ever loved or cared about die in front of me some even by my hands and for what i told my self it was to fix my mistake and yet all i did was make things worse why… why am i alive why am i yet too die i cant even kill my self no blades can hurt me so why couldn't i save even one person. Listen if you hate this so much why not finally make a deal once you do you can live they can live just make the deal what do you have to lose lex you have nothing left no family no friends no home nothing so i will ask one more time will you make the deal. I … i accept. Good make i will take away your ability to speak with the gods and in return you get to try again are you sure. Yes do it i will do it right this time without those so called gods help i will even kill the gods if needed i wont lose again. Lex tumbles over losing consciousness. Wake up brother its time wake up hurry. A cheerful voice calls out. Where… wait lilly is that you no like is that really you. Are you ok did you hit your head brother. Lex rushes out of bed hugging his sister to reassure himself its real and not just a dream. Mom he finally lost it call the doctor. No im ok i .. i just had a bad dream but im ok. Ok well hurry up or where going to be late. Late for what exactly. Dont tell me you forgot its my birthday we are going to the amusement park. No i didnt forget i guess the dream just messed with my head dont worry ill be right down. You better oh and mom said to make sure you bring stuff for swimming i dont know why but she said to tell you. Lilly heads out of the room shuting the door behind her. Ok so .. it seems that it was real the deal he was not just messing with me i guess wait what day is it wheres my phone, there it is wait that cant be right its the 25th of march but that would mean i came back one day after the gates where opened... well fuck i guess he was not so generous to let me just forget the hole thing. No i was not what would be the point in me making you able to stop the hole thing i just dont want to be to bored. And your still here i see i had assumed that when you sent me back you would also leave me alone what was the to much to expect. Hey dont be rude now if it was not for me you would still be in that dieing time line got it. Yea but that time line would not have died if it was not for you to begin with so that kinda counter acts it i think. Now i didnt make you open the gate all i did was tell you the way to the gate however there is something i want to let you know you can no longer ask for help from any gods but you had already known that but what you didnt know is that makes you unable to access the system or at least the main part of it you can still use the shop just not any thing els. Now wait a minute i didnt agree to that part now did i. If you looked closer at the contract it said that it might be a byproduct seeing how the system was from the gods and you can have anything to do with the gods any more. Not like i need those so called gods help any way i mean what did they do for humanity last time nothing oh and even with the system i failed to save the world so im at just as much of a disadvantage as last time so really nothing changed when you think about it right. I guess thats true but one more thing you should know you can not use the rune of command other wise you will. Brother are you done yet hurry we have to leave. Yea im coming im almost done so stop yelling at me.. Ok what will happen if i use that rune. Hey answer me are you there. You will @!%# hmm amusing i guess theres some interference well all i can say is dont use it if you know whats good for you any way i have stuff to do ill give more infomation later. Wow you are useless. BROTHER get down here or we will leave you. Yea yea im coming. (30 minutes later) oh mom guess what brother did this morning when i woke him up he shot out of bed and huged me it was weird. Hey i told you it was just a bad dream i had. Sure just keep telling your self that. Ok dont tease your brother where almost there any way. A loud growl is heard through out the car. Sorry that was my stomach. Really didnt you eat before we left lilly. No i didnt i was to busy making suure you got out your room. Oh yea sorry about that.
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