so lets see my loves
all in shambled
one left me and thats too much for my heart to handle
but when all fixed up
and im rested enough
i walk out to try again
but my love was never sent
a few months later
all gone
and here i am
in the beyond
in the coldness of today
what else do i even have to say
i loved her
and i know thats enough
a im saddened that i wasn't able to make her happy and stuff
but all away
is my past today
im sitting on the verge of tears
is this sadness i feel here?
on the internet
crying out loud
to random people right now
but somehow
i feel...
as if everything here is real
i sit here
and i make friends
and i hope this happiness will never end
but one day
they say
it all goes away
the love i kept to a few
maybe 1 or 2
they all threw
my feelings away
and what can i say
but no longer can i see the colors of love today
you'll find better
she said to me
but i cant really
really believe
because all of this
is amiss
when she just left one day
You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story.
all to say...
i love you
leaving someone to make them strong
make them happy
is that wrong
yes i say
yet no to dismay
because two coins to this day
she helped me
in her head
but she left me
alone here instead
so here i am
crying out loud
to the world
i will not shout
here i sit
alone in this
in this sadness
ill never miss
i still love her
but without a doubt
maybe all i can do anymore is shout
who is left
to look at me
to do what i must
to never be
to this sadness
of the dark
is this what
we call...
art?
this is a story
of a failed love
which still lives
in the abysmal doves
the ones died in black
crows they say
the harbingers of dismay
they pick my corpse
never be
they sit here
alone with me
but nothing left
and here i commit theft
and steal my own futures away
"i wont stop loving you" i say
to the air with no spirit
i hope you one day hear it...
across the ocean blue... the ocean of internet too
in the abyss only chaos will ensue
in the fields where love once sprung
