I used to access the afterlife through a trance state. I would abandon my body, incarnating in my shadow. In that form, devoid of substance and made of pure darkness, I would appear at a random point in the ash desert.
There, I would wander for days, maybe years. Time passed differently, and to this day, I do not know if it was a material reality. As a shadow, I was not sensitive to anything other than surfaces.
There were no stars in the sky. Only an eternal sunset beyond the horizon illuminated the landscape.
With experience, I learned to navigate. There were enormous rivers, miles and miles wide. They were composed of dark red sand that flowed slowly, carving canyons in the ash.
And finally, I saw it: the upside-down skyscraper.
It was the first and only structure I had ever encountered in that place.
Back in my body, I studied the recordings made with the arcane cube and began filling entire hard drives with speculations, hypotheses, and models.
With each trance, I tried to reach the threshold of that skyscraper. Now I could see its features, the signal lights, the concrete bastions.
Like a tree with many branches, the building had an urban canopy. It was a mess of other structures, arches, and bridges built from colored glass and basalt. That was what I understood from the systems analysis I had.
But no matter how close I got—no matter how much I followed the course of the river of red sand—I never reached the building. It moved with the horizon.
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But you’re not interested in these things. Aren't you? You want to know what happened after I died.
So, Catur, here’s what happened.
I do not remember the faces or the actions of my killers, but I do remember my strength dissipating, my magic shattering, my body ceasing to respond.
It was dark, and it lasted in the blink of an eye.
When I reopened my eyes, I found myself in a colonnaded penthouse without windows and overlooking the world at dusk.
It took me a moment to orient myself, to realize that it was a sloping parking lot and that I was walking on the ceiling.
Pipes, emergency signs, neon lights—a few overturned cars confirmed my supposition.
I didn’t feel sick. I remembered everything about my last moments of life.
More than a deceased, I felt teleported. A familiar sensation that didn't make me hot or cold.
I touched my chest, my shoulders, and my neck to know what condition I was in.
I was fine. I was whole and in my best physical shape. The flow of magic was not comparable to before, but a couple of tricks with my shadow worked, and I calmed down.
I just had to find a way to go back, to get revenge.
I began to explore the plain. My breathing and footsteps broke the dead silence of the afterlife.
I reached the edge of the parking lot and gasped.
The ash field lay miles below. I could see the scarlet river coming and crashing against the pinnacle sunk in the sand.
A soundless wind grazed me high above. It pushed me back from the edge.
To understand, I tried to step into the void and was rejected. I tried to send my shadow, but it was rejected, too.
I was starting to understand—I was a prisoner.
And, if I was a prisoner of the afterlife, in that skyscraper, after an exhausting battle, the answer could only be one: I was dead.