Chapter 4 Tossing and Turning with Difficulty Falling Asleep

  About Liu Yun and her ex-husband, Zeng Si-tao only knew a little from the counselor Zeng Zhi-rong and others. He found it strange that her ex-husband was a master's student, considered to be among the best of people, yet her parents strongly opposed him. This question he couldn't ask, after all, it was someone else's business.

  Zeng Zirong once talked to a friend about Liu Yun's ex-husband being furious, it turned out that when her husband was studying abroad, he met the daughter of an overseas Chinese businessman, and in less than a year, they had an affair, but kept it from Liu Yun. All the students who went abroad together knew about this, and it was not uncommon for someone to find comfort in a foreign land, most were just temporary combinations, saying goodbye when they parted ways, and such things were unspoken among everyone. No one would tell Liu Yun, so she remained in the dark.

  After the divorce, Liu Yun thought about it and felt that she hadn't listened to her parents at the time, and was also very regretful. She knew that her parents were good for her, so she went home to make amends with them. However, her parents wouldn't let her in the door. Liu Yun's parents were old-fashioned people who still held a grudge against her for not listening to them and insisting on marrying her ex-husband. When Liu Yun returned home, her family didn't comfort her, but instead scolded her repeatedly. Already heartbroken, Liu Yun couldn't bear her family's constant criticism and questioning, so she turned around and left without looking back.

  Back to the unit, people in the unit also talked about Liu Yun behind her back. Liu Yun felt that it was really embarrassing to stay in the unit, so she applied for a leave of absence and used the divorce money to start her own business.

  "Go to bed early, you sleep in the bedroom, I'll sleep on the sofa. WC." Liu Yun said somewhat calmly.

  "I slept on the sand." Zeng Sitao said hastily.

  "You're so tall, you can't even stretch out on the sand. What if you accidentally reopen the wound?"

  "Liu Jie has a busy day tomorrow and can't afford to rest well. Besides, it's your bedroom..."

  "Come on in..."

  Zeng Si-tao was pushed into the bedroom by Liu Yun, Zeng Si-tao lay on the bed, soft blankets, faint fragrance, thinking of Liu Yun's mature and delicate body that had slept in this bed before. Zeng Si-tao's heart fluttered, imagining her appearance on the bed. Zeng Si-tao thought of the pubic hair in his hand at the hospital, she was clearly dressed neatly, it shouldn't be hers, right? What's going on? Is it really hers? If it were really hers, she wouldn't have blamed him, and even changed pants for herself, wasn't it because the two had done that before? The more Zeng Si-tao thought about it, the itchier his heart became, tossing and turning on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time...

  Liu Yun, who was sleeping outside, couldn't fall asleep for a long time. Her ex-husband's abandonment and her family's lack of understanding, as well as the strange looks from people around her, almost crushed her. She really wanted to end it all several times. But when she thought about ending her life, she also wanted to live on. She didn't want to go back to work, so she took a leave of absence and started her own business. Everything was difficult at first, and she had to do everything herself. It was very hard and tiring, and when she got home, she would fall asleep like a dead dog as soon as she lay down. This also left her no time to think about the painful things. Time is the best medicine for healing wounds, and Liu Yun gradually walked out of the shadows, although sometimes thinking of him still hurt her heart.

  Liu Yun agreed with Zeng Zirong at the time, also feeling that Zeng Sitao was quite pitiful being alone. The first time she saw Zeng Sitao, tall and big, she was a bit shy, with some childishness on her face, and even blushed when she saw herself. Liu Yun just treated him as an ordinary student. After coming, he was very diligent and honest, familiar with the sweet mouth, always calling Liu sister, Liu sister, she felt more and more that Zeng Sitao was not bad, once Zeng Zirong joked with her, letting her recognize a dry younger brother, she agreed without thinking.

  The passage of time has healed the wounds left in her heart by her ex-husband, and his shadow in her mind has also faded. If Xiang Si Tao hadn't mentioned it today, she wouldn't have thought of him for a long time.

  A person who has been lonely for a long time should have become numb or dull to external things, and even lazy to think about those unrealistic fantasies. However, after meeting Zeng Sitao, she began to treat him as her younger brother, although she had some good feelings towards him, it was just that. But since he unhesitatingly took the blow for her, the scene would occasionally appear in her mind, so resolute and without any hesitation, taking the blow for her.

  Especially after changing Zeng Sitao's underwear, she couldn't help but imagine what his thing looked like in her mind. Her body and mind had been longing for a long time, and then her lower body began to get wet. When Liu Yun solved it with her own hands, she couldn't help but think of Zeng Sitao galloping on her body.

  It's normal for women to have their own sexual fantasy objects, which is not a big deal. But in the hospital, sitting and talking with Zeng Sitao made her feel at ease and happy. Every day when she left him and returned home from the hospital, she felt empty inside. When Zeng Sitao agreed to come here and live, she seemed very happy. He secretly glanced at her, which didn't seem like a big deal, but deep down, she was proud. It seems that she wasn't old yet.

  Has she fallen in love with him? Her own thoughts scared her. In the past few years, others had introduced many objects to her, all of whom were not bad in terms of conditions, but none of them gave her any feeling. She thought she had lost interest in men, but unexpectedly, she had some feelings for a young man who was much younger than her.

  She thought she was already past the age of dreaming and had become very rational, so such a situation shouldn't have occurred, but why did it happen?

  "Don't think nonsense, he's still young, and being together with two people has no outcome..." She kept warning herself.

  But it had no effect, the more she tried to control her emotions, the more she thought about it.

  Will he come out at midnight? Will he hold himself back? Should I resist myself? Liu Yun thought wildly, the fire in her heart did not go out due to the long time, but instead seemed to be ignited, burning more and more fiercely...

  Separated by a narrow door, both people were tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.