Hey everyone, sorry for the long delay in updates. I just wanted to let everyone who is waiting patiently know what is going on and reveal the finished cover for book two! I am so stoked to show this off, and I hope you love it as much as I do. It's done by the always wonderful and frequent drawer Aniji_Art, who has done multiple pieces for this story. So without further ado, I give you the cover and title for Vol.2 of the "Between Love & Hate" Series.
As for progress, I am currently about 85-90% finished with book two and hope to start releasing within the next two months. To tide people over for people that want it. I am posting another sneak peek of a scene in the new book. This one does contain some mature content, so just a heads up on that. But I hope you enjoy and know that the drama between Jason and Jill is far from over. I love you all and thank you so much for waiting patiently!
Sneak Peek:
“I need to get a fucking mold of your dick or something 'cause I’m friggin' dying out here, Jason! You ruined me!”
Jillian had told him the same thing the other day, but she couldn’t fully express just how true it was. The torture of getting off by clit stimulation alone that only gave her twitchy little orgasms was barely acceptable. Unlike the entire body highs she got from their intense lovemaking sessions.
“T-then you should….” He started to say something as he continued to stroke himself for her, taking the fluid from his tip and spreading it as best he could along his length, it wasn’t nearly enough for his size. But still, he continued, even if he would never finish like this.
“I should what, baby? Come on, don’t be shy, command your little whore. Use your pathetic cock, slave! Oh, fuck! I want you to shove that big, fucking veiny dick straight down my throat pussy. Please just tell me what you want. Give me an order, and I’ll-"
She was really getting into the nasty dirty talk when he interrupted her.
“Y-you should come stay with me!” Jason finally blurted out what he truly wanted, and everything seemed to stop for a long moment.
Jillian stared wide-eyed at the phone screen, unsure how to respond to his sudden request.
“Umm, you still there?” Jason asked, a bit worried as he watched Jillian sitting in the tub so still that he wondered if the call had frozen. All the while, his mind buzzed like a beehive with worry.
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“Shit, why did I just blurt that out? What the hell was I thinking? God, I hope she isn’t mad.”
In truth, he knew exactly why he said what he did. It was because he missed her more than he’d missed anyone ever before. Sure, seeing her and talking to her over the phone was nice, and the phone sex was okay for getting off. But the aching desire to hold her in his arms again was unbearable. It felt like he was going crazy, and the video calls felt like he was being taunted instead of comforted.
“Y-yeah, I’m here. What exactly did you mean by that, Jase?” Jillian finally asked as she blinked a few times. It took her a while to process what her man had just expressed.
“I want you to come stay with me. I miss you so much, and I’m struggling being so far apart. The truth is, I’ve been struggling since I left. Coming back and trying to act like everything is normal has been torture. I think I can last until I see you, but I’m not sure if I can deal with having to see you leave again.”
Those pain filled words made Jillian's heart ache so much. She couldn't help but imagine what it would be like to live with him permanently. She couldn't lie and say it didn't sound wonderful. Settling down with him to start a family of their own was like a dream. But even that fantasy was just that. And everything was moving so fast after just a month of being together. She was torn in two and it was so hard to figure out which piece she wanted to keep more. But in the end, her decision hadn't changed.
“Jason…I can’t… I’m sorry,” Jillian whispered with a frown, looking away from the camera.
Jason felt his heart drop and his breath catch in his throat at the answer she gave him. Honestly, with how much she seemed to want him and to be with him, he was genuinely surprised. Deep down, he knew he shouldn’t be, but it didn’t stop his next question.
“But why not?” he impulsively asked with a deep frown on his face. He knew the answer, they had fought about this briefly in the past. But Jason couldn't help himself at this point.
Jillian let out a heavy sigh and glanced back at the camera. Her body sunk below the bubbles in mild shame at what she had to say.
“You know why, baby.”
Jason did know, but that didn’t help the hurt right now.
"That doesn’t mean I still don’t want to come visit. I miss you too, so much. You know that. But leaving my family, my friends, and everything behind… I just can’t….I’m really sorry,” she said softly, looking down sadly.
There were long, painful moments of silence after that. The two of them just sitting there, saying nothing at all. Neither of them knew just how long they sat there on the phone in silence. But when a voice came over Jillian's end, they both jolted slightly.
“Jill…I need to use the bathroom… are you almost done?” Even while muffled, the soft, meek voice could be recognized anywhere.
“Oh, uhh, yeah. I’m almost done. Hold on, June,” Jillian called back to her sister before looking at the camera again. “Sorry, hun, I gotta go. I'll call you back after I get out, okay?” she said sweetly, giving him a soft smile.
Jason could only manage a small ghost of a smile in return before it faded quickly. “It’s alright. I will probably be heading to bed a bit early tonight. I got work in the morning.”
Jillian’s smile faded at this as well.
“Oh…Okay.”
“Sorry, I ruined tonight.”
“You didn-”
Before she could even finish, Jason had hung up the call, leaving her staring wide eyed at her screen. With a small scowl, she let out a breath and tried to let it go for now. While rude, she knew that he was probably blaming himself for everything right now.
