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Apocrypha: What May Have Been -- Shadowheart

  The enchanted brazier hissed and crackled, its embers pulsing like a living heart, casting fleeting shadows that danced across Shadowheart’s … Jen’s… form as she sat before me. Her silhouette was framed by the firelight, her dark hair tumbling in soft waves, her green eyes still glistening with the remnants of tears—tears born not of despair, but of a soul laid bare, fragile yet fierce. Her hand rested in mine, trembling faintly, a delicate thread binding us to the moment we’d just shared, when I’d vowed not to leave her behind.

  Her lips parted, a ragged breath escaping as she tightened her grip, her touch a silent plea that reverberated through me. “Harald,” she whispered, her voice a tapestry woven from grief and resilience, frayed yet unyielding, “stay with me.”

  I rose, drawing her up with me, and she followed, her movements fluid yet tentative, as if testing the gravity of this new closeness. Her body pressed against mine, hesitant at first, then with a quiet, mounting urgency that set my pulse racing. My arms encircled her, pulling her into an embrace that felt like the sealing of a pact, her warmth seeping into me, her breath threading through the weave of my silk shirt, a lifeline in the stillness. The scent of her hair—wildflowers laced with the salt of her tears—flooded my nostrils, a heady balm that rooted me in her presence.

  We stood there, swaying gently, the brazier’s soft crackle weaving a counterpoint to the slow, synchronized rhythm of our breathing. Her fingers traced uncertain paths along my back, brushing the ridges of muscle and skin, each touch a question, a tentative step across the chasm that had once yawned between us.

  I tilted her chin with a careful hand, meeting her gaze—those eyes, wide and unguarded, shimmering with a vulnerability that clawed at my chest, yet alight with a fire that refused to be quenched. “You’re not alone,” I murmured, my thumb grazing her cheek, catching the last tear and wiping it away with a gentleness I scarcely recognized in myself. “Not anymore.”

  She leaned into me, her lips brushing mine in a kiss so soft it felt like a breath, a fragile inquiry I answered with a tender press of my own. The kiss deepened, slow and deliberate, her hands fisting in my tunic, pulling me closer with a quiet desperation that mirrored my own. The taste of her—sweetness edged with the faint salt of her tears—ignited a warmth in my core, a hunger tempered by awe. My hands slid along her sides, tracing the curve of her waist, feeling the strength beneath her armor, the unyielding spirit of a woman who had wrested herself from the jaws of ruin. She shivered beneath my touch, a soft gasp escaping as I kissed along the sharp line of her jaw, down the slender column of her neck, tasting the frantic pulse that thrummed beneath her skin, a rhythm that echoed my own.

  “Harald,” she breathed, her voice a plea, a prayer, a surrender that unraveled me.

  I guided her toward the bed, a lavish expanse of furs and silken sheets that gleamed in the firelight, promising refuge. She sank into the furs, her hair spilling across the pillows like ink pooling on parchment, her eyes locked on mine with an intensity that stole my breath. I settled beside her, brushing a stray lock from her face, my fingers lingering against the warmth of her skin, tracing the faint scar that curved along her cheekbone—a testament to her survival, a map of her courage. “Are you sure?” I asked, my voice low and rough, searching her gaze for any trace of doubt, any shadow of reluctance.

  “Yes,” she replied, her hand cupping my cheek, her touch steady and resolute, anchoring me. “I need this. I need .”

  I kissed her again, slow and deep, my lips moving against hers with a measured patience, savoring the softness, the heat, the quiet urgency in her response. “Tell me what you want,” I whispered against her mouth, my breath mingling with hers, my hands resting lightly on her shoulders, waiting for her lead.

  “Everything,” she said, her voice a hushed confession, her fingers tightening against my skin. “All of you.”

  My hands roamed her body, mapping her with a reverence that belied the fire simmering beneath my restraint. Her armor yielded to my touch, each clasp undone with a soft , each piece falling to the floor with a muted thud, revealing the woman beneath—scarred and luminous, her skin pale and glowing in the firelight, her breath hitching as the cool air kissed her flesh. She tugged at my shirt in turn, her hands trembling with a blend of eagerness and care, and I shed my layers—shirt, pants, belt, boots—until we were bare to each other, skin pressed to skin, the heat of our bodies a bulwark against the chill that lingered beyond the brazier’s reach.

  The furs beneath us were a plush embrace, their thick pile cradling us, their texture a decadent contrast to the harshness of the outside world. The silken sheets whispered against our movements, a faint rustle that blended with the fire’s crackle and the quickening tempo of our breaths. I kissed her neck, tasting the salt of her skin, the faint tang of sweat, and she arched into me, a soft moan spilling from her throat—a sound that sent a jolt of desire through me, sharp and electric. “You’re beautiful,” I murmured, my lips brushing the hollow of her collarbone, my hands sliding along her ribs, feeling the subtle tremor of her response. “Every part of you.”

  She laughed softly, a sound tinged with disbelief and warmth. “Even the broken parts?”

  “Especially those,” I said, my voice rough with conviction, my fingers tracing a scar along her side, a jagged line that spoke of pain endured and overcome. “They’re what make you .”

  Her eyes softened, a flicker of gratitude passing through them, and she pulled me into another kiss, fiercer this time, her nails digging into my shoulders as if to anchor herself. I worshiped her slowly with my hands and mouth, exploring the gentle swell of her breasts, the taut plane of her stomach, the sensitive skin of her inner thighs. Her gasps guided me as I teased her core, my fingers stroking with a deliberate slowness, circling and pressing until her hips bucked and a cry tore from her lips, raw and unrestrained. The sound was a melody, a call that spurred me on, and I continued, coaxing her higher, watching her unravel—her body trembling, her hands clutching the furs, her eyes fluttering shut as she surrendered to the wave that crashed over her.

  “Do you want more?” I asked, my voice a low rumble, my hand resting on her thigh, feeling the aftershocks ripple through her.

  “Yes,” she panted, her chest heaving, her eyes dark with need. “Don’t stop.”

  Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon.

  When I entered her, it was with a gentleness that masked the depth of my longing. She wrapped her legs around me, pulling me deeper, her nails raking my back as we found a rhythm—slow at first, a tender exploration, then urgent, the slap of skin against skin a primal beat that filled the tent. Her body tightened around me, her breath hitching in sharp, ragged gasps as she climbed toward another peak, and when she shattered—her cry a wild, beautiful thing—it dragged me under with her, my own release a shuddering rush that left me trembling, my forehead pressed against hers, our breaths tangling in the thick, heated air. The scent of sweat and lavender hung heavy around us, the oil I’d used earlier blending with the musk of our union, a heady perfume that anchored me in the moment.

  But the fire between us burned still, a restless ember craving more. I kissed her, my lips curling into a crooked smile against hers, my breath hot and uneven. “There’s more,” I murmured, my voice a growl, rough with promise. “If you’ll have it.”

  Her eyes gleamed with heat and curiosity, her lips parting in a sultry smile that sent a thrill down my spine. “Show me,” she said, her tone a challenge, a dare wrapped in silk.

  I guided her onto her stomach with gentle hands, my fingers trailing along the smooth plane of her back, tracing the faint ridges of her spine, the subtle scars that whispered of her past. She shivered, a soft moan escaping as I kissed the base of her spine, my breath warm against her skin, my hands kneading the curve of her hips. From the bedside table, I retrieved a vial of oil—warm from the brazier’s heat, slick and fragrant with lavender and sandalwood—and poured it into my palm, letting it drip in slow, glistening rivulets onto her flesh. I massaged it into her skin with firm, deliberate strokes, working the tension from her muscles, feeling her body melt beneath me, pliant and trusting, a canvas for the intimacy we were crafting.

  “Tell me if it’s too much,” I said, my lips brushing the shell of her ear, my voice soft but insistent.

  “I trust you,” she whispered, her voice thick with anticipation, her head turning slightly to meet my gaze, her eyes dark and luminous with desire.

  I took my time, my fingers slick with oil as I teased her, exploring with a gentle insistence that drew soft gasps from her lips. “Relax,” I murmured, my hand pressing lightly against her lower back, encouraging her to breathe, to yield. “I’ve got you.” I prepared her with care, pressing deeper only when her breaths steadied, when her body opened to me, every movement deliberate, every reaction noted—the way her fingers tightened on the sheets, the way her back arched, the way her voice broke on a moan.

  “Good?” I asked, pausing to kiss her shoulder, my lips lingering against her skin.

  “Better than good,” she replied, a breathless laugh escaping her, her hips shifting with need. “Keep going.”

  When she was ready—her breaths coming in shallow, eager pants, her body trembling with anticipation—I positioned myself, entering her rosebud slowly, the tight heat a shock of pleasure that ripped a groan from my throat. She clutched the furs, a low, throaty moan spilling from her lips, but she pushed back against me, urging me deeper, her trust a gift that humbled me. “You feel incredible,” I rasped, my hands gripping her hips, my thrusts steady and deep, the oil easing the way, the friction a delicious torment that coiled tighter with every movement.

  And, with each thrust, the luminous connection between our souls stirred and waxed until the tent’s internal glow visibly swelled, shimmering with a new brilliance that felt alive, shadows and light weaving patterns on our surroundings like a living tapestry of our union—two ethereal flames merging into one. Her gasps became something akin to a , each one drawing our souls deeper together, banishing the remnants of her past torment with every note. “It’s beautiful,” she murmured, her voice thick with awe, and I nodded, lost in the merging of our essences, a unity that transcended the bare physical act, reaching into the spiritual. The divine.

  “Harder,” she gasped, her voice raw, her fingers digging into the furs, and I obliged, quickening the pace, losing myself in the rhythms of her body and spirit both, her sounds—gasps, moans, the occasional whimper—driving me to the edge. Her body and soul both trembled beneath me, her breath hitching as she neared the brink, and when she shattered—her cry muffled against the furs, her fingers clawing at the sheets—I followed, my own release a luminous, multi-dimensional surge of pure cosmic pleasure. Our bond flared into a blinding crescendo—a radiant wave that us, briefly fusing our souls into a singular, resplendent light. Time dissolved, and we were one, bathed in a divine glow that pulsed through every fiber of our beings, a climax of both body and spirit. The afterglow lingered -- a visible, soft golden aura wrapping us in its warmth, a quiet promise of our eternal bond. We lay entwined, our spiritual connection humming faintly, our heartbeats synced, the warmth between us a glowing ember.

  I held her gently, and she nestled against me, her head resting on my chest, her dark hair spilling across my skin like a silken veil, our legs entwined beneath the furs. The silence between us was thick with contentment, broken only by the faint crackle of the fire and the slowing rhythm of our breaths. Her fingers traced idle patterns on my chest, following the lines of diamond-like muscle, her touch light and reverent, a quiet exploration that spoke of trust earned and given.

  “Thank you,” she murmured, “for being there for me,” her voice soft and heavy with emotion, her breath warm against my skin.

  I pressed a kiss to her forehead, lingering there, breathing her in—the wildflower scent of her hair, the faint musk of our shared exertion. “Always,” I whispered, my voice rough with feeling, my arms tightening around her. “I’m not going anywhere.”

  She shifted closer, her body fitting against mine like a missing piece, and I ran my fingers through her hair, smoothing the tangled strands, marveling at the softness, the strength beneath it. The furs were warm against our cooling skin, the silk sheets a gentle caress, and the tent’s now golden walls seemed to pulse faintly, as if alive with the bond we’d forged. I traced the curve of her shoulder, the dip of her collarbone, committing every detail to memory—the way her lashes fluttered against her cheeks, the way her lips curved in a faint, contented smile, the way her heartbeat synced with mine.

  “Tell me something,” she said after a while, her voice a quiet murmur, her fingers stilling against my chest. “Something .”

  I considered her words, my hand resting against the small of her back, feeling the rise and fall of her breath. “I’ve faced down armies,” I said at last, my voice low, “Vampire Lords, Dragons… even gods. But nothing’s ever scared me as much as the thought of losing you to those shadows.”

  She lifted her head, her eyes meeting mine, wide and searching, a flicker of something raw passing through them—surprise, perhaps, or recognition. Then she smiled, a small, genuine thing that lit her face like dawn breaking over a battlefield.

  “You won’t,” she said, her hand sliding up to cup my face, her thumb brushing my jaw. “Not if I have anything to say about it.”

  I pulled her closer, kissing her softly, a tender echo of the passion we’d shared, and she sighed against me, her body relaxing fully into mine. “Stay like this,” she whispered, her voice drowsy, her fingers threading through mine. “Just… for a little longer.”

  “Take as long as you need,” I replied, my lips brushing her temple, my hand stroking her back in slow, soothing circles. I reached for the vial of oil again, warming it between my palms, and began to massage her shoulders, her arms, her hands, working the last traces of tension from her body. She hummed softly, a sound of pure contentment, her eyes drifting shut as she surrendered to the care I offered.

  The world outside—its god wars, its betrayals, its endless demands—faded to a distant murmur, irrelevant in the face of this moment. For now, there was only this: the warmth of her skin, the weight of her trust, the quiet promise that whatever came next, we’d face it together.

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