Heat stopped being a thing that happened to me and became the air itself.
By day twelve, sweat had a smell in that house. By day thirty, the smell had rules. By day seventy, I could tell how much fuel I had left by the generator’s tone, and I could tell how sick I was by how hard my teeth wanted to grind. The place stayed dead-looking on purpose: no light leaks, no tidy doorway, no obvious stash. The work lived under boards and behind rot and inside jars that used to hold pickles.
I ran the generator in short bursts, always during wind, always with my ear tuned for any other engine out there. I treated water until my fingers cracked from tablets and charcoal. I ate sealed bars that tasted of paper and salt. I showered once a week at Sunset, paid cash, kept my head down, made it fifteen minutes and walked out clean enough to pass a quick glance. Every time I came back, I changed my route.
I trained.
Push-ups shallow enough to spare my ribs. Squats slow enough to keep my knees from screaming. Grip work until the Carnage stopped feeling foreign and started feeling heavy in a way my wrists understood. I did dry-fire with the Lexington until the front sight settled where it should without me arguing with my hands. That discipline had not vanished with the Policeman profile. The engram had burned out, but it had left grooves.
I had written it on cardboard because the wall felt too permanent.
A strip torn from a ration box, charcoal rubbed into the fibers until it stuck: 90/90. The numbers were ugly and proud, taped above the generator math. Under it, the older scrawl still lived in the dust: 1/90, double-underlined. The first day I had decided to stop dying on autopilot.
The overlay came up while I sat on the floor, back against the wall, cleaning sand out of the pistol rails with the solvent rag. Plain text, terminal-dry, timing too deliberate to be a coincidence.
SYSTEM DIAGNOSTIC: COMPLETE
LEVEL: 2
ATTRIBUTES:
BODY: 4
REFLEXES: 4
TECHNICAL: 4
INTELLIGENCE: [LOCKED]
COOL: [LOCKED]
CLASS SEED: IMPERSONATOR
PROGRESSION CHANNELS:
SHINOBI: 04
ENGINEER: 04
SOLO: 01
NETRUNNER: [LOCKED]
HEADHUNTER: [LOCKED]
PERKS (ACTIVE):
SHINOBI — QUIET STEP
SHINOBI — GRIP DISCIPLINE
ENGINEER — JURY-RIG
SOLO — PAIN BUFFER
ENGRAM CACHE (3 SLOTS):
[01] EMPTY
[02] GARAGIST (IMPORTED)
[03] EMPTY
DRIFT: PRESENT (LOW)
STATE: NOMINAL
LEVEL REWARD: PENDING
ATTRIBUTE POINT: 1
PERK POINT: 1
Body four. Earned the slow way. My shoulders looked different in the cracked mirror at Sunset. My ribs still hurt in the morning, but they held. My left hand still felt wrong when it got tired, synthskin tugging at the seams over cheap plating, but it did not fail. The Kiroshi zoom in my eyes still lagged a fraction, still whined faintly, still reminded me somebody had installed a budget life into my skull and expected me to pay for the privilege.
Level two meant choices. It also meant the system had started keeping score. I left the points sitting there. I did not trust gifts that appeared on their own schedule.
I finished the pistol. Slide forward. Chamber check. Mag seated. I wrapped it again and set it down beside the Carnage. The shotgun sat under a sheet in the corner, ugly and patient. Twelve shells lived in a jar under the sink. Another twelve lived under a floorboard I’d pried up and nailed back down. If someone found one stash, they didn’t get the whole week.
The house was stable enough to be a trap for me.
I sat there in the dust and listened to my own breathing until the truth arrived, clean and sharp: three months of hiding had bought time, and time had not solved the problem of being stuck in the Badlands with low money and a loud generator. The next steps required mobility. Real mobility, not feet and stubbornness. I had a memory I did not trust.
A black Rayfield. A tunnel. A shipping container tucked into shadow. A joke turned into an artifact: Murk Man. The batmobile that wasn’t a batmobile. A rich man’s fantasy left to rot where scum lived.
Except this was not a replay. This was my skin, my hunger, my bad lungs, my cheap chrome. The tunnel could be wrong. The car could be gone. Somebody could be waiting for the next idiot who believed in myths. I packed anyway.
I kept the Carnage. It was too valuable to abandon, even if it made me bulky. I loaded the Lexington and put one mag on my body and one in the pack. I took water, treated and sealed. I took a week of food. I took the nanite injector and wrapped it in cloth and buried it deep. I took the knife I’d been using to punch holes in bottle caps and cut rope, and I hated how toy-small it felt in my palm now. I left the house dead behind me and walked into the glare.
The first hours were familiar: scrub, cracked earth, heat that dried sweat before it could cool me. I stayed off the road when I could, used it only when the terrain forced me, crossed it fast and shallow, always watching for dust plumes in the distance. The Badlands had its own rhythms, wind through dead brush, insects that refused to die, distant engines that carried far and meant trouble.
When I saw Rocky Ridge’s silhouette, it arrived as geometry first. Low shapes against brighter sky. Metal ribs of old structures. A few standing walls that had survived because nobody bothered to knock them down. Somewhere in that region, the tunnel cut into earth. Somewhere in that tunnel, a container had been shoved into a corner and forgotten until someone needed a myth.
I found the tunnel in the late afternoon, when the sun had started to tilt and shadows stopped being thin. It was unmarked. It did not advertise itself. Just a mouth in the rock, a dark cut with old tire tracks pressed into dust and a few scraps of trash snagged on brush near the entrance. The air was cooler inside, stale with old exhaust and damp stone. Sound behaved differently in there.
I stopped at the edge and listened. Far in, something dripped. Somewhere deeper, a piece of metal creaked as it cooled. I heard my own heartbeat in my ears. I tasted sand.
I went in slow, pistol in my hand but kept low. The Kiroshi zoom flicked in and out as I forced my eyes to track lines in shadow. The delay annoyed me. The delay also reminded me this was real.
The tunnel bent. Darkness thickened. My boots scraped gravel. I kept my breathing shallow, tried to keep sweat from running into my eyes.
Then I saw it: a shipping container shoved off to one side in a wider pocket, paint scabbed and faded, door half-open in a way that made my spine tighten. Something about it screamed recent. Dust was disturbed near the threshold. There were scuffs in the grit, heel marks that did not match my steps. Somebody had been here.
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I crouched and touched the ground with my left hand. The synthskin at the knuckles creased wrong. The dust stuck to it and turned it gray. The marks were old enough to have softened, new enough to still exist. Not today’s, not last month’s. Somewhere in between. I did not rush.
I moved into the pocket and hugged the wall as I approached. The pistol felt steady in my grip. That steadiness came from repetition, from the inherited grooves that the Policeman seed had burned into me before it was ripped out. A calm draw. A clean index. A mind that wanted order even while my stomach wanted to vomit.
I edged to the container door and leaned, listening again.
Silence.
I pushed the door an inch wider with the muzzle, slow enough that the metal did not shriek. It squealed anyway, high and ugly, and the sound rolled down the tunnel.
Inside the container, the air smelled of old rubber and dust baked into plastic. A tarp lay half-folded on the floor. A crate had been opened and left empty. Someone had taken something. Maybe they had taken everything. Then the shadow resolved into a curve that left no place to doubt.
A car.
Black paint under a blanket of grime. Lines too clean for the Badlands. A Rayfield Caliburn crouched in the container’s belly, expensive in a way that made my mouth go dry. The wheels were caked with dust, the undercarriage had a thin crust of dried mud, but it was still here.
My pulse spiked hard enough to make my vision edge shimmer. I forced myself to stand still and swallow it down. If it was a bait, the bait had teeth. If it was real, it was the first thing I’d seen in three months that felt bigger than survival. I moved closer and ran my palm along the door, leaving a clean line through grit. The car’s surface was cold. The feeling made my skin itch.
I glanced around the container. More trash. Empty wrappers. A used rag. A small shard case near the back, wedged against the container’s rib.
The shard was the first thing I touched. The case was scuffed, cheap, the kind of casing people used for notes that mattered. When I pulled it free, dust puffed into the air. My optics caught the text on the label as I wiped it clean.
Read this every day. Never give up. Remember your purpose.
I felt a bitter amusement try to form, and it died before it reached my throat. The line was too on the nose to be comforting. It was a ritual written by someone who had never needed to ration water. My thumb slid the shard out. The chip was warm, or my fingers were. Hard to tell.
The system overlay flickered, thin and sickly at the edge of my vision, and then it vanished. That scared me more than the pop-ups.
I slotted the shard into my port anyway, because curiosity had always been my disease. I had fed it at work for years, opening tickets that should have been ignored, chasing faults that should have been left alone because they were somebody else’s problem. In this world, it was still there, still hungry. The shard hit my skull and something inside me woke up screaming.
Hatred came first.
It was not mine, not born from my months in the house, not shaped by my hunger. It was older, cleaner, sharper, and it poured in with a purpose that made my teeth clench so hard my jaw ached. Images flashed without context: a city at night, wet streets, a sense of being watched, a need to punish the watching thing until it stopped. The feeling did not care who I was. It only cared that I had hands and breath and a target.
My fingers curled around the shard case until plastic creaked. My shoulders tightened. My vision tunneled down onto the car’s black hood until the crack in the windshield became an insult I wanted to break wider.
The tunnel’s silence turned into pressure. My heartbeat turned into a drum. My left hand felt heavy and wrong, the cheap plating under synthskin suddenly a blunt tool meant for smashing.
I sucked in a breath and tasted stone and old exhaust. A thought surfaced, clear and brutal: burn everything. Leave nothing. Make the world pay attention. Then the hatred snapped. Numbness flooded in after it, colder than the tunnel air.
Sound dulled. My own breathing became distant. The weight of my body became theoretical. The car in front of me turned into a shape with no meaning. My hands loosened without my permission and the shard case slipped from my grip and hit the container floor with a soft click. I stood there with my mouth slightly open, staring at nothing. Time did not pass in a line.
My eyes moved over the container wall, over scratches in paint, over a rust bloom near the door hinge. I blinked and did not care. My heart still beat, but it did not seem related to me. Somewhere in that numb space, the system returned, fragmented. Lines appeared and vanished too fast to read. A single word burned into my peripheral vision and stayed.
DRIFT
My stomach rolled. The numbness cracked.
I forced myself to breathe deep, to make the air hurt my ribs so my brain remembered it lived in flesh. I pressed my palm against the car’s cold door and focused on texture: grit under my skin, the seam of my synthskin tugging at the wrist, the faint vibration of my pulse in my fingertips.
One breath. Two. Three.
Five minutes, give or take. I did not have a clock. I had a throat that tasted of metal and a mind that felt scraped raw. When the numbness finally eased, it did not leave in a clean exit. It retreated in layers. Sound returned first: drip, distant wind, the soft hiss of my own breath. Then weight. Then purpose, shaky but mine.
As I reached the end, the system chose that moment to peel its skin back.
The overlay slammed in, harder than it ever had in the house. My vision filled with text. The font was still plain, still terminal-ugly, but it carried a new layer: brackets, tiers, a structure that had not existed yesterday.
ENGRAM RARITY: UNCOMMON
RARITY DISPLAY: ENABLED
AUTO-SLOT ASSIGNMENT:[03] MURK MAN — UNCOMMON
CAP EXPANSION:
BODY: 4 -> 4 (CAP: 6)
INTELLIGENCE: UNLOCKED (CAP: 3)
NEW CHANNEL AVAILABLE:
BRAWLER: 01
PERK SYSTEM: FULLY UNLOCKED
LEVEL REWARD: PENDING
ATTRIBUTE POINT: 1
PERK POINT: 1
DRIFT: PRESENT (MODERATE)
STATE: NOMINAL
My throat went dry. My eyes locked on DRIFT first. Then. Murk Man.
The name sat in my skull with the aftertaste of that hatred spike and the cold numbness that followed. It did not feel playful. It felt invasive. It felt eager to take a wheel. I blinked and the overlay remained.
It expanded again, assembling a rundown the same way a machine assembled a diagnostic. It didn’t care what I was doing. It just dumped itself. Full. Like a package manager bragging about dependencies.
SYSTEM SUMMARY — EXPANDED VIEW
LEVEL: 2
ATTRIBUTES:
BODY: 4/6
REFLEXES: 4
TECHNICAL: 4
INTELLIGENCE: 1/3
COOL: [LOCKED]
CLASS SEED: IMPERSONATOR
CHANNELS:
SHINOBI: 04
ENGINEER: 04
SOLO: 01
BRAWLER: 01
NETRUNNER: [LOCKED]
HEADHUNTER: [LOCKED]
ENGRAM SLOTS (3):
[01] EMPTY
[02] GARAGIST — COMMON (ACTIVE)
[03] MURK MAN — UNCOMMON (ACTIVE)
PERKS (ACTIVE):
SHINOBI — QUIET STEP
SHINOBI — GRIP DISCIPLINE
ENGINEER — JURY-RIG
SOLO — PAIN BUFFER
SKILLS:
RANGE TRAINING: 5/50 (INHERITED — POLICEMAN)
HAGGLING: 0/50 (ENGRAM: GARAGIST)
MECHANIC AFFINITY: 0/50 (ENGRAM: GARAGIST)
BRAWLER: 0/50 (UNLOCKED — MURK MAN)
LEVEL REWARD: PENDING
ATTRIBUTE POINT: 1
PERK POINT: 1
There it was. The range discipline surfaced as a named thing. The haggling posture and mechanical intuition snapped into labeled branches. The system did not pretend these perks had dropped from the sky. It called them derived, as if it had finally decided to acknowledge what had been happening in my body all along.
The layout hit my eyes with a nasty sense of familiarity. Same bones as the game’s skill web, same categories, same clean icons, yet the branches were wrong. Some paths ended early. Some were fused together. Some were missing entirely, replaced with hard locks and blank sockets that felt more clinical than playful.
Murk Man had brought more than a name. It had unlocked a channel that promised close violence. It had unsealed Intelligence in a controlled dose, one point and a cap, as if the system had decided my brain was allowed to exist again under supervision.
Level two still sat there, waiting for me to spend it.
I had been cautious for three months because caution had kept me alive. I was still alive. The Caliburn in front of me was a key that could unlock roads and trouble in equal measure. If I walked out of this tunnel on foot again, I would be choosing the same cage with cleaner bars.
I spent the attribute point first.
ALLOCATE ATTRIBUTE POINT: BODY
BODY: 4 -> 5
The change was not fireworks. It was a subtle thickening under the skin, a sense of more reserve behind my breath, a slight easing in the ache behind my ribs. My left hand still felt cheap, still felt foreign, but my forearm stopped trembling when I clenched and released. The perk point hovered in the overlay, waiting. Murk Man stared back at me from slot three, marked in dim green, UNCOMMON, active without my consent. The hatred spike had proven what it carried. The numbness after had proven what it could take away.
I chose a leash.
ALLOCATE PERK POINT:
MURK MAN — ICE COLD CONTINUITY I
STATUS: ACTIVE
The effect landed as a quiet clamp in my head. The tunnel stopped feeling endless. The car stopped feeling holy. The shard stopped feeling important. One objective rose above the noise: get the vehicle out, get it moving, get back to the house without getting pinned in a hole.
Cold continuity. Purpose without drama. That, I could work with. I slid the shard back into its case and shoved it deep into my pack. I did not want it against my skin. Then I turned to the Caliburn and put my hands on the door handle.
The car did not open with a friendly chirp. The lock mechanism fought me. Dust had gotten into places it should not. The battery felt dead in a way that went beyond voltage. Something had been disconnected on purpose, a kill switch, a drain, a neglect that carried intent.
Engineer four did not hand me a solution. I popped a panel, found the access, traced the line, confirmed the break. My fingers moved with a logic that had taken three months to build. Slow enough to avoid snapping plastic, fast enough to avoid hesitation. I bridged what needed bridging, checked the contacts, cleaned them with the edge of my rag. I used the pack’s small power bank and a jury-rig lead I’d made at the house for exactly this sort of problem: a crude pulse to wake a sleeping system and see if it hated me.
The dashboard lit in a thin, reluctant glow. A pulse of satisfaction rose in me and died under that cold clamp. Stay focused.
I pressed the start.
The engine coughed once, a rich machine choking on dust and old fuel. It tried again. It caught. The sound filled the tunnel and rolled out the entrance in a way that made my skin tighten. Then came the iconic Rayfield jingle. I held my breath and listened for a second engine answering back.
I heard only the Caliburn settling into idle, smooth as a knife edge.
I climbed in, and the seat accepted me with a softness that felt obscene after three months of foam stink and plywood. The interior smelled faintly of old cologne and plastic and something metallic. My hands rested on the steering wheel and I felt a new kind of danger: attention. I backed the car out of the container and turned it toward the tunnel mouth.
The last sliver of daylight at the exit looked too bright, too exposed. Cold continuity kept my mind from scattering into all the ways this could go wrong. It also kept one truth centered: if somebody was out there, I would find out in seconds.
I drove into the light.

