I can feel it.

  This pain was so familiar since I had dreaded it so much.

  But now, I yearned for it.

  The sticky feeling of blood dripping down my nose, that I once loathed, was suddenly pleasing.

  Even though having a feeling similar to ripping off your skin was painful, it reminded me that the more it hurts, the less time I have left.

  "Please hold on your majesty!"

  I don't want to live everyday dying.

  I have nothing in this world.

  Just a title of a queen.

  "His majesty. Go and call his majesty!"

  As if that man will come. His heart is filled with Mi-in with no space left for me. When hears of this he will probably think that I am striving for his attention by acting sick.

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  "Your majesty please don't leave us."

  Would you say that if you get inflicted by half of what I felt until now?

  Only I know how excruciating and tormenting the pain is. Living like this is torture.

  Haha.

  Now I can barely breathe or see. I'm only few minutes away from dying.

  I'm finally going to recieve the quietus I yearned for.

  "Your majesty please come!"

  I gritted my teeth, why would that man come when I'm finally dying Why must you torture in my last moments too?

  I quickly closed my eyes as to not see that man in my last moments.

  I heard pants and loud thuds on the floor.

  Do you think running here will change anything?

  If it is so, then I also want to change something.

  With my remaining strength, I spat out my last words,

  "I regret meeting you Taeyang."

  With that death embraced me tightly.

  I feel sorry for my non existent writing skills.

  Spoiler: Spoiler

  The queen is not malicious as how I portray. She just became like this after years of pain.