April 11th 2022

  Morning?

  The clouds are red again.

  The blood storm woke me up, or maybe I woke myself up. Hard to tell. Everything smells like iron and wet concrete, like a carnival that was built on top of rotting cows that shit themselves.

  Whenever these storms happen, it becomes harder and harder to tell apart night from day. The clouds are just so thick, light seems to suffocate in between them.

  Since going outside wasn't an option today, I checked in on my friend. He’s still quiet and minds his own business, not causing any trouble. I like that.

  Though, I noticed he’s been more stiff tely. Maybe he was still shaken up from the rude intruders from before. I gave him some paper and even let him borrow my glitter gel pens to draw or write whatever he wanted. He didn’t use them, sadly.

  But like usual, I cooked meat skewers over the fire, warm and just the right smell. Those guys sure had some great meat on them. Gd they were kind enough to offer it to me.

  I tried to share some of it with my friend, but he barely touched it. Honestly, he’s just going to starve himself at this rate. You can’t live off of pnts forever, we’re not rabbits or something.

  The mumblies are louder than normal today. They kept circling around my house as if they’re pying a poorly coordinated game of ring around the rosie. I’m like, if you guys are trying to get out of the rain, you’re doing a shit job.

  I only got the nonsensical response of “don’t… move…” from one of them.

  It's like, hellooo? I wasn’t pnning on it, there’s acid rain outside.

  Afternoon probably

  I still can’t tell whether it’s day or night outside, so your guess would be as good as mine.

  After lunch, I grabbed some paper and decided to make a list of all my supplies. I would have written here in this notebook, but the list would be too long and make things ugly. Everything needs to be neat and look nice.

  Later, I tried pying a new game with my friend. Pokemon battles weren’t viable with the ck of cards in my collection. SO, I went with I Spy!

  God, I miss videogames.

  I banned the color red, since there’s so much of it everywhere.

  Twilight-ish

  It’s definitely darker outside, so I’m confident we’re closer to night time.

  With the amount of rain hammering the roof and windows, I guess it’d be a waste of time to pray that the outside doesn’t become disgustingly muddy.

  I finally finished cleaning up these perfectly nice hardwood floors. The st thing I want is to track in blood-colored mud stains on them ter. Fucking gross.

  And speaking of gross, I tried to feed my friend some small bites of meat. He’s starting to look pale, like he’s one strong gust of wind away from falling over and not getting back up.

  The moment it hit his tongue, he threw it all up immediately. Guess his body just can’t handle real food.

  That’s fine.

  That’s fine.

  That’s fine.

  I made some tea for us!

  I don’t remember where I got the herbs, but they smelled nice. Soda and juice aren’t really avaible in these trying times, so this is the best I can do. Anything for my good friend.

  Once you get past the bitterness, it’s a delight.

  I hope he likes it. I do.