The click of the cell door was expected; her silence, however, was a far more jarring presence. Most didn’t stay quiet; some begged, others threatened. But she just backed into a corner and folded in on herself, a complete withdrawal. I hated that thought. too extreme, too dramatic. Too... soft. But it stuck.
She was small. Curled like she’d been dropped there, not placed. Warm, brown skin, even-toned. Clean… too clean for this place. Her hair was pulled back tight, but curls had already escaped—coiling around her temples like they didn’t care about rules. She looked young. Not soft. Just quiet. Eyes half-open, watching me without blinking.
She didn’t flinch when I climbed to my bed, just lay there, quiet.
It wasn’t the stare that bothered me. It was the sense that I’d seen it before, not on her, just… that look.
I flipped past animal husbandry and found the article about elephants—how they mourn, how they circle the bones of their dead. I didn't understand it, but read it twice, wondering if it was about proving you survived them.
Maybe it’s not about the bones. Perhaps it’s about proving you survived them. Still, I read it twice.
My second surprise was how long it took her to break.
When she climbed onto her bed—slow, cautious, like she didn't trust the bed to hold her—she folded small, chin tucked, fingers pressed to her ribs like she was holding something in. That’s when the dam broke.
First, quiet trembles. Then sobs. Slow, rising, inevitable.
The silence between sobs felt like a dare, the room holding its breath with her.
She cried like a leak that wouldn’t seal, a steady seep of despair that the sterile air couldn't absorb. It wasn't a wail or anything like it. Just a low, persistent sound. I'd seen that pattern of crying before: tremors, gasps, then unravel.
Predictable.
I catalogued the phases automatically. That helped; it made the process feel like science, not memory. Like I was observing an event, not reliving a memory.
Stage one: Initial Tension.
Stage two: containment failure.
Stage three: emotional flood.
Stage four: exhaustion.
She was halfway through stage two.
Then it started. A pressure in my jaw. Not pain—just a shift, a familiar hum reverberating through my spine. It felt as though the room itself had sprung a leak...
The walls looked the same but felt thinner, stretched too tight. They didn't echo; they absorbed, as if remembering this kind of crying. The ceiling buzzed. Not loud. Just enough to make my teeth itch. A tick, a click, a breath: background noise that scraped all around the walls.
I turned the page. Didn’t absorb a word. The sound grated. Not because it was loud. Because it was familiar; that rhythm of hiccupped breath, wet silence, and the way she tried to muffle it. I remembered that sound. Not hers. It was my sound. From before, when I used to cry like that, back when I thought someone might actually hear.
I clenched my jaw. She was making her crying sound like it mattered. Like it changed anything. I almost told her to shut up. Almost.
Instead, I stared at the ceiling, waiting for her to run out of breath; enduring the sour taste in my mouth.
She didn’t sleep. I could tell by the way she kept shifting, trying to make her presence smaller. Like she thought stillness might make her disappear. Like she thought if she folded small enough, the room might forget her existence.
In the morning, the lights hummed on as if bored with the dark.
Same hum. Different orders.
The lights didn't brighten. They just shifted—cool purple to sterile white. Morning protocol.
I didn’t really know if it was morning. In here, we didn't know what time it really was; we just knew The Institute wanted us moving again.
She hadn't moved, though, even when I got out of bed and moved closer to her.
I went to the door and tapped the panel; the door opened.
She didn't flinch when I stepped close, but the opening of the door made her jump. "You could've left last night, you know…" I said it, letting a beat of silence hang in the air, like a question I wasn't sure I wanted answered. But my gaze fixed on the girl's face, searching for a flicker of regret.
She didn’t answer. Just stared at me as if I were an equation she couldn't solve.
I walked out.
The girl followed.
Of course she did.
The mess hall clattered: trays, footsteps, too-loud laughter. Then I stepped in. And the noise shorted out, a sudden vacuum as if my presence itself had cut the power to the room. Of course it did.
Chairs scraped, voices dropped. Some glared, but most eyes were darting, furtive things, skittering away. They knew the drill.
As always, the air felt thick, not with warmth, but with a sterile, recycled quality. Processed, as if the air had been recycled too many times to hold anything human, leaving us hollow.
I cut to the front of the line.
No one stopped me. They knew better, their averted gazes a silent testament to the stories of how things… came apart in Midwich.
She followed.
The others stared at the girl. Not with fear, just confusion. Like she hadn’t read the manual. Like she didn’t understand the rules yet. Like the girl didn't know matching socks were part of survival.
That was dangerous.
I took my tray. Sat at my usual table. Alone. The girl sat across from me.
Of course she did.
Like sitting next to me was normal.
The girl's gaze held for another moment, sweeping briefly over my face, my hair, before settling back on my eyes, it felt Like she was waiting for me to blink first. Like she’d decided I was a test she intended to pass. I didn’t like it. It felt like I'd seen it before... "Why are they scared of you?" She finally asked.
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I didn’t answer. The girl kept eating.
Fast.
Like she hadn’t had a real meal in days.
I watched her chew, quick, mechanical, like she was trying to finish before something changed. Jaw tension, bite speed, and the girl's eye flicks. It was a practiced assessment, a habit rather than fear. Just something ingrained in me from the old days, a shield forged in a thousand similar moments.
"So…" she said, the word trailing off as if she’d swallowed the rest of her sentence. Her gaze held mine for another beat, a flicker of something unreadable in her eyes, before she pushed on. "Like, do you have a power?”
I looked at the girl; she didn’t flinch. “Unravel,” I said.
She blinked. “What does that mean?”
I tapped the edge of a tray. The tray groaned, warped, and folded in on itself. As though the atoms forgot their bonds, their purpose.
The girl stared at it.
I let go.
The tray stopped moving.
"I unravel things," I said. "Cleanly. Completely." The words stretched out, deliberately slow, each syllable meant to land like a sharp edge. I let the silence that followed fill with the unspoken threat, hoping she’d read the threat in the air and leave.
She didn’t speak for a moment. Just began eating, slower now. The girl was scared.
Good.
"So..." the girl said as she chewed nervously, "do you unravel people too? Or just lunch trays?"
'That depends on the person,' I said drily, letting the silence stretch just long enough to make the implication land.
She chewed more slowly. Watching me. Like she was trying to decide what kind of person she was.
“Oh, good to know,” she said with an exaggerated nod. "I'll try not to come apart at the seams," she said, her tone a brittle mockery, a deliberate nod to the power I'd just displayed.
A ghost of a smile nearly crossed my lips. “That was a joke.” It was the kind of joke I hadn’t heard since… I didn’t smile. I didn’t want to remember.
"I make them sometimes, usually when I'm scared," she shrugged.
“You don’t look scared.”
“That’s the point.”
Her words lingered for a moment.
Then she continued.
“Well, I can teleport anything I touch too,” she said, the can vanishing from my hand and reappearing in hers as she sipped casually like it was hers.
“Although I can’t control it all that wel-” Her fingers trembled slightly on the can.
She stopped. The joke was still in her mouth, but the laughter died in the room.
Not because she ran out of words. But because she saw my face.
I didn't move, but something in me did. But I measured the distance between us, between her hand and mine.
I didn’t raise my voice. Just looked at her the way I look at something that shouldn't exist.
“Touch my things again,” I said, wanting to sound cold. Instead, it came out measured, a tone honed by repetition. “See what unravels first.”
Her bravado cracked. “Um… sorry,” she said, voice small, eyes starting to tremble.
“Get me another one.”
She bolted, scrambling away.
The line parted for her—whether out of pity or fear, I didn’t care.
She came back with a fresh can, the girl's hands trembling, her lips sealed.
She remained silent a while longer, but halfway through the meal, she asked, voice low. "This place… what’s it actually for?"
She didn't say 'Institute,' but 'place,' as if that might let her leave.
I looked at her. They call it the Halden Institute of Neural Development, as if grief is a behavior they can chart. "It’s for watching," I eventually said. It just slipped out. Not studying, not training. Just…
Watching.
She blinked. "Watching for what?"
Our gazes locked, a silent interrogation from the girl as the air thrummed between us.
"For when the pretense finally breaks." I hadn't meant to say that out loud, not where the walls could hear.
She didn’t speak. But she stopped chewing, her fork hovering mid-air. Like the words had landed somewhere she didn't want to acknowledge.
After I left the mess hall, the girl kept following like a shadow that hadn't figured out it wasn't welcome. The corridors felt colder now, not in temperature, but in tone. Like the place had heard too much and was trying to forget, or worse— trying to erase it. I didn't look back. I could feel her behind me. Not loud. Just steady. Like grief that hadn't found its shape yet.
In the Institute, there are no students; we're subjects. Every kid here bends something: light, thought, probability. Some are predictable, some aren't. That's the only distinction the Institute acknowledges.
Then there are people like me: Not just powerful, but problematic. Dangerous. I don't fit their neat categories.
I break them.
I'm not here because they want me, but because they can't afford not to watch me, because they can't look away. They don't contain me; they accommodate me. Whole wings restructured, surveillance rerouted. Staff rotated every six days to avoid what they called 'cognitive drift.'
I'm the variable they pretend isn't lethal, calling it protocol instead of fear. But I see it in their slow blinks, like they're processing.
The architecture itself feels off: hallways curve unnaturally, ceilings slope at odd angles, and doors open with a silence that suggests they're listening. Even the light is wrong—not fluorescent, not natural, just...
Calibrated.
Even so, it's not all bad: there are labs, libraries, and exercise rooms with gravity modulation and soundproof walls. They let us use the computers, though half the sites are redacted and the rest are simulations.
And then there’s the rec room: a square lobby with too many couches and a suffocating lack of exits. Pool tables. Pinball machines. A high-def TV mounted like a shrine. Everything arranged with surgical precision—like relaxation simulated from a blueprint.
The room smelled of citrus and ozone, manufactured calm. Like someone tried to bottle comfort and ended up with static; it was all too perfect, even if the air always carried a hint of it.
Students gather here during free time, pretending they're normal. Laughing too loudly, watching shows they don't care about.
Until I walk in. Then the laughter stops, the room empties.
Or at least, it's supposed to.
I walked to the center couch. Leather, clean, smelling faintly of lemon.
I sat and changed the channel without asking. The others leave, silent, indignant, but they know better than to argue.
But the girl didn't. She sits beside me, like she belongs there, like she hadn't caught on to the rules yet... or didn't care.
I glared.
She flinched, eyes wide, glassy. I remembered the residue of her despair, a cloying, sour odor that invaded my senses. It was too much. I looked away, my jaw tightening against the phantom smell. Not because I care, because I have no desire to endure another of her tearful displays, a meltdown that stinks up my ears.
I flipped through the channels. Four hundred options. All garbage: news loops, sanitized cartoons, training footage. “Meh,” I muttered.
I turn off the TV and toss the remote. I close my eyes and wait. Then I hear it: The TV turns back on.
She's watching a soap opera. A woman sobbed beside a hospital bed, not loud, just steady. Like she thought, if she cried long enough, the person might wake up.
The girl didn't blink or flinch, just watched like nothing else existed, like the crying woman on screen was someone she used to be. Or someone she might become.
One show after another, she watched like grief was a language I'd forgotten. Like she understood something I'd buried too deep to name.
The room didn't buzz, but the light dimmed slightly, as if the Institute was listening and disapproved.
Eventually, she fell asleep, her head on my shoulder. I thought of shoving her off, but I didn't...
I stayed still, but something inside me did move. A memory I didn't want, a weight I'd buried, pressing against my ribs like it wanted to be named. My jaw tightened, a familiar clench against the rising pressure.
It always starts the same—a hum, a silence, then the fault line. My pulse picked up, not with annoyance, but with a strange, new rhythm that seemed to echo the quiet beat of her breathing.
I really wanted to shove her off. I didn't want this closeness, this vulnerability. Not again. Yet, as her head rested on my shoulder, the weight felt less like a burden...
Besides, it was too risky; she might wake up, and then I'd have to feel that icy dread in my lungs. I stared at the ceiling. Her joke came back to me, about seams. I hadn't meant to remember it. But it stuck, like a thread pulled tight in my chest, waiting to snap.
Whispers. Stares. They stare like I've grown a second head. Like the little kid curled against me is a bomb they're waiting to detonate. Like they're watching something impossible and hoping it doesn't notice them back.
I glared, my own thoughts hardening, considering if I should make them burst into pieces. Just to remind them what unravelling looks like.
They looked away.
Then looked back once more.
The lights dimmed again. Not enough to notice. Just enough to feel. Like the Institute was listening. Like it didn’t like what it saw.
I check the time. Again, and again. The clock ticked like a countdown. Not to lunch. Not to lights-out. To something else.
Like something’s about to break.
The others were wondering why the Midwich Ripper was letting some little twerp nap on his shoulder.
I don’t have an answer.
I just wait. Motionless. But the same thread pulled tighter in my chest.
And finally, after the hundredth glance at the clock, the moment arrives.
The summons.
The lights shift. Not brighter. Just… expectant. The cushions stiffen. The air thins. The Institute is ready.

