"We're disembarking
here, mate." Yeen said, skillfully navigating the pirogue between the
ships that now crowded the waters, despite the width of the river. Less
than a kilometer away stood the fortifications of the city. A great wall
of brick as red as the earth, it stopped on either side of the river at
towers decorated with low geometric reliefs and topped with
battlements.
Between
them and the wall lay what seemed to Pastel to be entire villages, where
gardens, rice paddies, temples, dwellings and terraced buildings
coexisted in a variable and heterogeneous density and architecture. They
stopped at a stone pier where several ships were already piling up. On
the quay, a panther turned towards them with a smile as soon as she
caught sight of them.
"Welcome to Ternoulie, travelers! Give me your pole! I'll help you to..."
"We
won't give you a penny, so get lost or I'll shove my pole in your
face!" Thundered Yeen. To Pastel's surprise, the panther replied with a
smile and simply turned towards the other boat, as if accustomed to this
kind of response.
Yeen
turned to Pastel: "Well, I too heard that your people weren't allowed
into the city. That's why you're coming down here. You might stand a
chance if you go and see the monkeys. I'll be on my way."
"Ah,
of course," replied Pastel, a little surprised. "But what did you
expect? That he'd be carrying you back to your mother?". He thought to
himself. He looked at the tall, muscular creature and stood up in the
boat. Yeen gave a restrained smile, which made Pastel laugh. He thought
back to all the miles they'd traveled together. He thought back to their
caresses and confessions. Despite everything, and despite the feeling
of familiarity that had begun to form between them, they were still
strangers, Pastel reflected.
He'd
told himself so many times to be wary of the other, and the stone
seemed to send him invitations to be cautious, but now that the spotted
gnoll with the big brown eyes was throwing him out of his canoe, he
wondered what he'd been afraid of all this time.
"Thanks
for everything Yeen." Pastel stepped forward and hugged the gnoll. The
latter grunted, at first resisting, before reciprocating the hug. Pastel
ran his fingers over the thick fur on Yeen's neck. The gnoll's hand
moved down to the fox's bottom.
"I'm gonna miss your ass." Yeen murmured just before Pastel pushed him away with a hurt sigh.
"Really, Yeen? That's all you have to say? After everything we've been through? After everything you've done for me?"
"What? That's just it! We're even."
"What do you mean, we're even?"
"Don't feel bad about what I've done for you, by lending me your body you've repaid me in return. It's give and take."
"Give
and take! Goddamn it! Why do you always have to ruin the moment! We've
been traveling together for weeks and..." Pastel clenched his teeth and
fists, disappointed. He shook his head, unable to articulate another
word, his throat tight. He bent down to pick up his saber and small
makeshift bag.
"I'm a mercenary, Pastel, you said so yourself."
Pastel
didn't reply and climbed onto the dock, now in the midst of the bustle.
He thought of simply leaving without looking back, but stopped and
looked at Yeen. The gnoll looked at him gravely, his eyes shining. He
was no longer smiling. Pastel thought he read sorrow in his face,
despite the coldness of his words. He remembered what Mazeran, the
innkeeper, had told him about Yeen, to trust his actions more than his
words.
"Goodbye, Yeen." Pastel managed to say softly.
"Goodbye
Pastel." Said the gnoll before plunging his pole back into the water
and pushing the pirogue into the middle of the waves. He pulled away and
with his muscular arms strode towards the city.
Pastel
remembered his embrace among the crickets a few days earlier. He shook
his head again. Alone on the banks of a red river, at the edge of a
strange city, amid the bustle of a civilization that was perfectly alien
to him, he found himself smiling and giggling.
It was the bitter
laughter of seeing himself losing someone again. He wished he'd hated
the gnoll and had more reason not to regret his departure. He wished he
hadn't found the terribly familiar feeling of loss again.
"He's
just a mercenary gnoll," he articulated aloud. No one seemed to care,
but as he left the dock, he couldn't help but feel a few curious but
sometimes rather cold glances.
He
turned his head to one side, towards Ternoulie and its walls, and then
to the other side, towards the forest's wall of dense vegetation. He
walked in this second direction, adjusting his saber to his waist. The
hope of finding his people lifted his spirits as he explored the narrow,
labyrinthine streets on the outskirts of the city. Unlike the trading
post, the buildings were far more impressive. The terracotta brick
buildings were up to three storeys high, with shuttered windows that
filtered the sun's hot rays. In the street, colored veils were sometimes
stretched from facade to facade to mitigate the stifling heat,
heightened by the humidity.
Although
he sometimes lost sight of the forest canopy in the winding streets,
the direction of the shadows helped him keep in mind the way he should
go. After a few minutes' walk, he was reassured to find that the
outskirts were less dense and trees were growing between the buildings.
Pastel found himself relieved to breathe air less dense with the intense
scents of bustling streets, stalls, assorted creatures and stagnant
puddles.
Just as the
street seemed to turn into a path, Pastel let out a cry and broke into a
run, suddenly electrified. He ran at full speed, dodging passers-by,
making do with their offended exclamations, and jumped into a rice
field, walked between the grasses and leapt into the arms of a fox.
"Manawan!"
Pastel shouted. Terrified at first, the fox's face changed from
amazement to immense joy. Hugging her with all his strength, Pastel
couldn't hold back the sobs that burst and ran down the fur of his
cheeks. He could feel his sister's breath choking with emotion. He
stepped back and they burst out laughing, looking into each other's
eyes. "You look tired." Pastel said, looking at his sister, both legs in
the mud of the rice field, a sack of grain around her waist.
"And
you look... terrible." Manawan frowned, astonished. Pastel remembered
that he was still wearing the oversized, dirty tunic stolen from the
brigands' camp. He looked at himself for a moment and noticed how far
the infection had spread, leaving bare patches of red skin. Terrible was
indeed the word, Pastel thought.
"Where is everybody? I can't believe I found you so easily! I'm so happy."
"What
about you? Where is everybody? Daddy? How was it at the Guidians? Oh
my, I have so many questions! Mom will be so happy you're finally here!
It seems like a thousand moons ago!
Pastel
smiled and turned his gaze to the field, searching for the words to
evoke their father's death, but he didn't have the time. Someone shouted
behind them. Not in joy, but in anger. Manawan looked frightened.
"Quick
Pastel, get out of the rice field... you... you've damaged the rows. I
can't talk to you now, I have to work. There are a lot of us working in
the rice fields now, so I guess it wasn't very hard to find us... keep
going towards the forest and you'll find the others. I'll be back by
nightfall."
Pastel hugged his sister one last time as a deep voice belched behind them.
"Get
to work, damn it! Damn foxes! Leave her alone!" Pastel jumped onto the
path, out of the water, and turned toward the voice. It was an imposing
black boar waving a stick. He hesitated for a moment, but his sister
smiled at him as she waved him off toward the forest.
"I
can't wait to see you guys again! My heart is light, Pastel!" At these
words, his heart became as heavy as stone. He trotted off towards the
forest, suddenly anxious. How could he tell them that the others were
dead? That Batto was no more, and that their bodies, having washed up
with the Guideans, had been buried there, at the foot of the mountains?
Running
between the rice paddies and the few low buildings, he did indeed come
across other foxes from his clan or from other eastern clans, but while
at work they didn't notice him, he continued on his way. What could he
tell them? The only fox he was looking for was Tamo, but he reached the
edge of the forest without finding him.
As
he moved away from the suburbs, fenced gardens and rice paddies had
replaced the buildings, and tall, bare-trunked trees stood amidst the
crops, casting a shadow over the lucky farmer. The silhouette of a
nearby tree, rising some 50 meters into the sky with a simple tuft of
leaves at the top, seemed strange, so out of place out of the forest.
Pastel looked up to see a subtle wooden ladder clinging to the trunk.
Squinting, he looked up to see a monkey sitting deftly on a branch 50
metres above. The monkey seemed to be nodding at him.
Pastel
continued into the forest, his head raised to the canopy. It was on
careful observation that he first noticed that what he had thought were
just vines were actually footbridges, 50 meters above the ground. Pastel
continued on his way, sometimes getting stuck in the roots and bushes
as he followed the discreet rope bridges with his eyes. More and more
numerous, Pastel noticed that they clung to wooden structures that
looked like disproportionately large weaver's nests.
"Hello
my friend", said a voice behind him. Pastel gasped and turned, a little
dizzy from staring up at the sky. Large yellow eyes ringed with black
fur stared back at him. Level with his face was the friendly face of a
female lemur hanging from a vine with a long striped tail, completely
upside down.
"Ah, hello I..."
"Lost?
There's a ladder over there, on the big Kapokier tree. I'm Tabi, by the
way. This is the first time we've seen each other, I think."
"I'm Pastel. I've just arrived, actually."
"Oooooh
Welcome then! I do believe there's a bit of room left in the new
baskets, but we can always work something out" Tabi reacted expressively
grabbing the vine with one hand to straighten herself up. Over her
black-and-white coat, she wore a green-and-white tunic and baggy pants,
tightened at the ankles with strings, probably to prevent them from
rolling up when hung upside down.
"I'm
going to tell your people that Pastel has arrived!" From her paws she
swung, then quickly propelled herself through the air to grab a higher
branch and then quickly climbed to a higher platform, sometimes with her
hands, feet or tail.
"Just looking at her makes me dizzy." Pastel thought.
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He
headed for the big tree Tabi had mentioned. The Kapokier had an
impressive trunk, beige and smooth to the touch, which widened into
imposing roots, like the buttresses of a castle or the sides of a
mountain. Around the tree, the vegetation had been removed and the
ground was covered with dead leaves, but also with piles of wood and
what appeared to be building materials and everyday objects for lemurs:
rope trays, a hammock, a wooden table and benches. The hollow in the
buttresses of the giant Kapokier tree was thus laid out as a small
outdoor living room where, Pastel noticed, an old lemur was weaving a
basket from long grass. Sitting on a cushion with a pipe in his mouth,
he was using all his limbs in the rapid creation of the object, mumbling
the lyrics of a song. When Pastel approached, he raised his pupils,
squinted and muttered: "Another fox of yours. Soon there'll be more
foxes than bananas in this forest..."
Without
saying a word, Pastel grabbed the rope ladder leaning against the trunk
and began his ascent. He climbed quickly at first, in a hurry to rejoin
his family, but more and more carefully as he moved away from the
ground. 40 meters in the air, he looked up. Ten more meters separated
him from the platform and almost another 40 meters to the top of the
tree and the platform above. Pastel looked down for half a second, long
enough for a wave of terror to seize him and he clung tightly to the
ladder, his eyes now riveted on the giant tree's bark.
"By
all the spirits, by the clouds by the stars..." murmured Pastel,
stunned by the intensity of his vertigo. "One at a time. You've crossed
this fucking continent alone, you're capable of climbing a tree,
Pastel." he murmured to himself. And so, in what seemed like an
eternity, he managed to climb the last ten meters. At the top he heard a
yelp of excitement and the murmur of what he recognized as several
foxes. So Tabi had had time to warn the others of his arrival during the
eternity he'd spent on this ladder, he thought.
Finally
on the platform, a multitude of arms grabbed him and encircled him.
Pastel sighed, relieved to no longer be suspended in the void, relieved
to find comfort and relieved, at last, to have found his loved ones. The
moments that followed were confusing for him. It was as if, suddenly,
in the arms of his mother, uncles and aunts, he let himself go
completely. All tension released, he cried tears of joy, sorrow and
relief all at once. He let himself be carried to a bunk, in a woven
circular space that resembled a giant basket filled with rugs and
cushions.
He fell
asleep, dreaming of Yeen, of snakes. He dreamt of losing all his fur,
then of giant fireflies nibbling the clouds. He dreamt of dancing
lemurs. He woke up in new clothes, his fur clean and his wheel wounds
covered with a greasy ointment. A hand caressed his arm.
It
was his Manawan, his sister. Her bright gaze was charged with love but
also concern. "How are you feeling, brother?" she asked softly.
"I feel like I've been dreaming for three moons. Manawan I..."
Their
mother entered the giant basket, which swayed gently, subtly rocking
them. The light-coated fox sat down next to her children and looked at
her son with a gaze similar to her daughter's.
Pastel
thought he understood what was hidden in their eyes. There was the joy
and relief of being reunited with Pastel, but there was also the
blade-cold premonition that yet another catastrophe had befallen their
family. It was just the two of them, but the rest of the clan had to
wait anxiously to find out more.
As
if reading his mind, Marrinelle, the white fox, stroked her son's cheek
and said simply: "You can tell us anything, my son. We're ready."
Pastel
let his head fall back into the pillows and heard himself slowly
recounting his entire adventure since they had parted. He recounted his
group's arrival in the mountains, the easy crossing of Guidean
territory, the shipwreck, the King's refusal to grant them assistance
and then his crossing of the jungle, aided by a relatively sympathetic
mercenary. In turn, the fox told of their exile through the mountains
and, to Pastel's amazement, of how his brother Fileniou fell mortally
ill. They interrupted his story several times to mourn with his sister
and mother the deaths of Batto and his brother, as well as those of the
friends the waves had snatched from them.
Exhausted
by the story and the emotions, the pain like ice gouges in the hollow
of his heart, Pastel fell asleep again, this time in the arms of his
sister, who whispered to him: "I'll never let you go again, Pastel. Our
family must never be broken again."
Over
the next few days, he regained his strength, ate and even found the
courage to laugh and play with the clan children. Hundreds of lowland
foxes had found refuge among the lemurs, after being denied access to
the city. The monkeys were welcoming for the most part, and had even
helped the Foxes build hanging baskets and find a way to earn money and
equipment by working among the farmers on the outskirts of Ternoulie. A
minority, however, took a dim view of these refugees, who scared away
the animals, couldn't climb and took up a lot of space.
For
the foxes, the transition from the plains to the trees was generally
difficult, as vertigo was so persistent, but they joked that the cradle
of clouds had at least been replaced by cradles of wood, referring to
the suspended dwellings where they now lived. Pastel was happy to be
back with what was left of his family, but he couldn't help worrying and
feeling disappointed not to find Tamo. He had first suspected that they
must be among the other group of refugees, further to the east of
Ternoulie, but was told evasively that he, his father and several others
were indeed here, but that they had left on a mission in the city. He
was always told in whispers. One evening, Pastel couldn't resist asking a
cousin about it.
"I
don't understand, I thought we'd been denied access to the city." Pastel
whispered between bites of a strange meat and banana stew that gave off
a sweet and spicy scent.
His
cousin looked around to make sure no lemurs could hear them before
replying, "Exactly. We're not allowed in, but once you're there it's
pretty easy to go unnoticed.".
"Why bother then, if it's dangerous. It's dangerous, I guess, if it's forbidden?"
"Not
everyone agrees with the idea, but... Tamo's father managed to convince
some of the foxes that we should start trying to retake the plains
right away and build a resistance to get back there as soon as possible.
They left for the city to negotiate alliances."
"Alliances with whom?"
The
other fox, with his light red coat, seemed to hesitate: "I don't know. I
think they'd rather not say since... it's already a contested plan. You
should talk to Clatoudo about it. Maybe he'll agree to tell you more."
"What do you think? What's your opinion about the plan?"
His
cousin turned to Pastel. The glow of the torches reflected in his eyes.
"I'm among those waiting for the word of the stone. Pastel, many of us
have been waiting for you to clarify the course of our shared history."
Pastel
remained silent, confused by these words. He suddenly understood why
the atmosphere among the foxes was so strange. He understood better why,
since his return, he'd been struggling to read complex, conflicting
emotions in the eyes of his people. This was the source of the cold,
incisive unease he felt. There were those who were bitter about the
stone and those who pinned all their hopes on it. What had been a matter
of opinion on the plains now seemed to have crystallized into what
appeared to be a rift between the foxes.
Why
hadn't his mother and grandmother told him any of this yet? What were
they trying to protect him from? Pastel thought, suddenly angry. He ate
the rest of his stew without answering his cousin, who understood that
he would have no answer that evening.
***
"It's
not getting any better." The old fox observed as she cleaned Pastel's
wounds. It was the day after his discussion with his cousin. Every day
he visited his grandmother, who took care of his skin problem. Pastel
was lost in thought. His grandmother continued, pretending not to notice
her grandson's trouble: "It's nothing like in the plains... it looks
like ragweed, but the ointment doesn't help. I'm not familiar with this
infection. You'd have to seek the advice of a healer here, one of the
lemurs might take over..."
"Why
didn't you tell me what was going on with Tamo, his father, and above
all, why didn't you tell me you were waiting for me to choose the clan's
destiny?"
The fox
rinsed a cloth in a tub of water and applied it to Pastel's skin to
soothe him from the burn, which was growing worse every day. Finally she
said: "You're not ready. Mamalou chose you, but I can see you're not
ready."
"But I've told you about my dreams and intuitions and...."
"Snippets, sweetie. The voice of the stone must be unambiguous, like the unanimous echo of a choir. That of the spirits."
"But
we don't have time to wait! I don't know what to do, Nana! I've been
losing myself in these snippets for months now, and I really do have the
strongest intuition that something important is hidden in them, but all
I can find are emotions. No chorus, only turmoil. Our priests are no
more, but is there no one who can help me? No one to teach me to listen
to the stone and the wisdom of the elders? If not you, perhaps a lemur?
In one of the temples that dot the city?"
The
fox seemed to hesitate: "I've thought about it, but... it's dangerous
to reveal the existence of the stone these days. I imagine you know what
magic objects are worth these days... go to the lemurs and ask for a
healer. You'll bring him a bag of rice as a thank you."
"And maybe he can tell me about a priest or a thaumaturgist who knows something about magic objects?"
"It's
best not to talk about it, Pastel. Lemurs are very generous but... you
have to be careful. It's best if he doesn't know too much."
Pastel
pondered these words as he left his grandmother's basket and crossed a
liana walkway. He stopped on a platform to look around. Clusters of
large baskets filled the canopy, on several levels. Foxes and lemurs
went about their business in the shade of the giant trees' large leaves.
Pastel crossed the
suspended village and, after making enquiries, went to the edge of the
village where foxes and a few lemurs were weaving a new basket in the
middle of the void. Clatoudo, among them, was busy tying a rope around a
trunk to immobilize the structure being woven. Imposing pieces of bark
were intricately interwoven to form the structure of what would become a
family home.
Pastel reached out and grabbed the rope to help Clatoudo.
"I'd like to talk to you, Clatoudo."
"Tamo will be back soon, just a few more weeks." Said the big fox.
"Ah thanks, but I'd like to talk about something else."
"I'm listening, my boy."
"Eeeeh,
I think we'd better talk in your basket." Clatoudo glanced at him and
understood. He raised his voice, addressing the group he was working
with: "Why don't we take a break? I've tied up the base."
Pastel
and Clatoudo moved away from the structure and Clatoudo took the lead,
navigating the footbridges with confidence. Between two trees, in the
middle of the void and away from any ears he said, without looking back,
"You want to join him, right?".
"Yes."
"So the wearer of the stone wants to join the resistance, eh? Now there's something to talk about."
"That's
why I'd rather keep it between us. And I don't know yet, Clatoudo.
There's still too much I don't understand. I need to talk to Tamo about
it."
"Talk, eh?"
Pastel shook his head, blushing, catching the unspoken in the big, confident fox's rhetorical question.
"You've
only just arrived. I understand your urgency. You have the energy of
the early days. But you know, some of us have been here for months.
We've found work, a routine, friends..."
They
crossed a platform towards Clatoudo's basket. Clatoudo continued:
"They've been in Ternoulie for weeks, and building relationships takes
time. It's not like wildebeest hunting." He pushed aside a veil blocking
the entrance to his basket and continued: "Then what I suggest is..."
Clatoudo suddenly paused, serious.
"What
is it?" Pastel asked, noticing the concentrated gaze of the fox whose
black eyebrows were beginning to turn gray. The latter cast a
penetrating glance at Pastel, who shivered. He said, "Can you hear it?
The buzzing." His tone had changed.
Without
saying a word, he pushed back some cushions and rummaged in a bag, in
the half-light of the basket, where light entered through the holes
between the pieces of bark, or through a few circular openings.
Suddenly, Pastel noticed a buzzing sound growing in intensity. He
approached Clatoudo.
"By
the guardians..." murmured the man, pulling a luminous, whirring object
from his bag. He turned and, looking grave, brought it close to Pastel.
The cube suddenly shone with a dazzling brilliance and the vibrations
became so intense that the frequency became audible, in a high-pitched
screech.
"Clatoudo... what's..." said a worried Pastel. His heart was racing.
Clatoudo
dropped the cube and shouted: "Quick, come with me." He stepped out of
the basket, pulling Pastel by the arm. A few steps further on, the
hissing disappeared and the whirring of the object became imperceptible.
"What's that, Clatoudo? What is this object? Talk to me, dammit!"
"I
thought that... We thought the cube was for the dead. That the dogs
used it to make sure they didn't leave any wounded behind. Monsters, I
thought. The cube shone for the first time when we found your brother,
Pastel."
"Fileniou
made this dog artifact glow?" Pastel asked half aloud, now suddenly
beginning to understand. He noticed Clatoudo's contracted muscles as he
clenched his teeth between words, without looking at him. "And now it's
coming back to life... it's not a death cube, it's... it's you. Your
family, it's you they've been looking for! It's for you that the cube
shines and vibrates... Batto." Clatoudo had uttered these words in a
trembling voice mingled with sorrow and bitterness.
He
turned to Pastel, who took a step back, but the young fox suddenly read
a flash of tenderness in Clatoudo's eyes. "Pastel I... perhaps your
father's death wasn't an accident after all." He looked at a leaf that
had fallen at his feet and added between his teeth, "Batto, old chap, if
you can hear me. What in the storms is this mess you've gotten us
into?" Clatoudo took one last look at Pastel. The latter was motionless,
his hand on the soft bark. In the other's eyes, what he read this time
was pity.