In the monochromatic
landscape, the sound of galloping and whistling was omnipresent.
Silhouettes crossed paths, chasing each other through the dense
smoke-laden air. Hooves kicked up ash, which stuck to the fur. Among the
spectral figures, all white, the color of fresh blood was the only one
to break the monotony of the shades of gray. The white of sky and ash,
the gray of air and beasts, the black of raised sabers. Screams of
agony. Tamo raises his sword but holds back at the last moment, when the
shape that appears turns out to be a fox. The fox let out a short,
distinctive hiss to identify itself. It was Betelaste, one of his
cousins. An arrow whistle that Tamo parried at the last moment with a
sword stroke. The arrow, emerging from the smoke, headed straight for
his heart. He hears more arrows. Their whistling is followed by the dull
sound of pierced flesh and the clatter of a weapon. With his cousin
gone in the smoke, Tamo has no time to wonder if he is one of those who
have fallen. If among the surrounding noises, it's the sound of his
flesh that resonates, absorbing the energy of an enemy arrow. Still
galloping, a white figure approaches, spear raised. The fox deflects a
blow, whistles his blade, gallops in a circle, cloud of ash, slices off
an arm. Screams of pain, he slits a throat. A young dog falls to the
ground. After a brief exchange of glances, Tamo resumed his gallop,
trampling the dying dog.
The
pounding of his heart was the only thing that brought a little order to
the chaos. Through the screams, through the dust burning his throat and
eyes, through the vibrations of battle. A beat that resonated within
him and reminded him that despite appearances. He was still alive. For
the others, however, it would have to wait until the end. Count the
spectres of ash and see who had fallen. At least he knew Pastel wouldn't
be among them.
***
Almost
a year had passed since Mamalou had announced the end of their story.
Now they were writing this story in their own blood, to make sure that
it existed. Things had changed very quickly. The first months of languor
and disbelief were followed by the arrival of the first rumors from the
east and, before the fox clans had really had time to organize and
understand what lay ahead, the refugees arrived and, just a few weeks
later, the fires and attacks.
"It's
always too late when you realize you're going to fall, after you've
been warned, after you've lost your balance. When you realize you're
going to fall, you're already on the ground" Tamo thought, on the
evening following the seventh day of fighting.
They
had settled down to eat. After praying for those who hadn't returned,
they studied the few items they'd had time to loot from some of the
slain enemies. A few short swords, some commonplace leather equipment
with no seals or indicators of provenance. They hoped that once on the
other side of the mountains, someone would be able to help them find out
who had made them. Clatoudo placed a small purplish leather bag among
them. "I managed to get this off one of the wolves with a red ribbon."
He tossed said red ribbon, torn from the corpse's arm a few hours
earlier. Betelaste bent down to pick up the pouch and empty its contents
into his hand.
There was dried meat, a rudimentary wooden whistle, but also a small, stone-cold, pale cube.
"What's that? It looks like a dice without the numbers."
"What's it made of?"
"It's
the color of bone but... it looks like stone. Maybe it's an amulet?" He
handed the stone to a fox nearby, who observed it before passing it to
Clatoudo.
"Pfff, an amulet to the god of cubes?."
"Maybe the elders can tell us what it is," said Tamo's father.
Tamo
held the small cube in his hands. Its corners were rounded, its surface
polished. It looked as if it had been handled often. The only detail
was a small hole in one of its corners, which looked as if it had once
been used to pass a string through.
After a few minutes of commentary and study, they put everything away and settled down to eat.
They
had settled in a circle in a depression in the ground on the hillside.
No one had even bothered to wash their coats, except to clean a wound.
There wasn't enough water, and anyway it was better to camouflage
oneself in the desolate landscape into which the invaders had
transformed this part of the plains. Tamo leaned against a hewn boulder
with a sigh, chewing on a piece of dried wildebeest. The meat was
tasteless. He looked around. A smooth stone floor and the remains of a
stone structure that, according to legend, had been fashioned by the
gods. On the hillside, the negative of a cube appeared to have been dug
out and then paved with black stone. On the side of the hill, the
remains of an alcove sheltered the wounded. This place was sacred to his
clan. Rituals were performed here, and no one would ever deign to eat
here. "And here we are now." Tamo thought. The echo of their chewing had
replaced that of their singing.
Tamo
thought back to Pastel's golden eyes. "At least that damn stone gave
him an excuse to flee the battle... bloody Pastel." Tamo held back a
laugh, which turned into a painful coughing fit. His father, beside him,
patted him on the back.
"This
friggin' ash, huh? Here, drink my son. And don't eat too fast. Tomorrow
we make our final push and if the spirits will, you'll come out alive."
"What's the point of living without the plains and the clouds?"
Another
man replied, between mouthfuls, without looking at him, "We'll be back,
Tamo. You know the grasses are already growing under the ashes. Why is
that? Because it didn't all burn down. Because there are still roots in
the earth. And the seeds. And the burrows... Some of us will remain
ashes, but those chosen by the sky will return to reseed these steppes."
Tamo, his gaze cold
on the horizon, whispered: "We will seed it with the blood of these
dogs. Flowers will grow on their corpses."
"May the spirits hear you!" another fox exclaimed in approval.
All
day, his emotions had echoed across the ash plains: nothing. Necessity
of battle, they had killed themselves like the life around him. But
suddenly, in the middle of a mouthful, rage engulfed him, taking him by
surprise, all his muscles clenched, he gritted his teeth, closed his
eyes. In the dust of his face, tears left their mark. In his chest, a
burning fire left another mark. Trembling, he felt his father's arms
encircle and cradle him. He whispered a song for children who hurt
themselves.
"The wind glides and glides and glides
against the clouds, between the grasses
the fireflies it carries and carries and carries
the wind glides over your whiskers, between the flowers
and their pollen he carries and carries and carries
high...
The wind glides and glides and glides
over your face, drying your tears
and your pain it carries and carries and carries
far away, between the grasses
and the fireflies,
flies and flies and flies over the hills,
far into the sky of light
glides and glides and glides,
high...
caress the clouds
your sorrow fades."
One
by one, his muscles relaxed. Tamo stretched out against the cold stone.
He looked up at the gray sky. He watched for an opening to the stars.
"I'm not a child anymore, Dad. I'm a warrior now."
"Warriors
are like trees. The child doesn't disappear, it stays deep down: the
heart of the warrior, like the little green shoot, will forever be the
heart of the hundred-year-old trees. Do you want a secret, my son, my
warrior?"
"What?"
"There isn't a parent who doesn't sing to himself at the same time."
Tamo
turned his head towards his father and imagined the little green plant
with tender leaves, deep in what he had always imagined to be an
unruffled wood. They exchanged a long look and Tamo smiled.
"How do you always come up with such wise words?"
"They're not my words, they're the words of the elders. We'll soon find all their wisdom, once we've crossed these mountains."
Tamo
no longer feared death, for he had grown up with the promise that death
was merely a change of plane, a passage to the spirit world, mirroring
their own. The same steppes, the same clouds, the same clan, but in an
ethereal realm. Death was a rest. He'd grown up with these stories.
Spirits and the living crossed paths again and again on these plains,
coming together for rituals, past, present and future clans in the same
place, at the same time.
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At
night, he sometimes woke up sweating and terrified. In his nightmares,
who would fight in the ashes and, killed, he would not appear on the
plain of the spirits, with his ancestors. He found himself eternally
trapped in this desert of smoke, corpses and dust. Eternally alone,
searching for a presence, his eyes red, his lungs burning, his cough
full of blood. He woke up again that night with a start. He had risen in
the warm night, panting, lost. After a few seconds, he recognized the
stars. He recognized the moon and the bushes. He recognized the sleeping
figures. He was not dead.
The
next day was a frighteningly mundane return to the terrifying ballet of
ash silhouettes and hissing death strokes. Back into the burning smoke.
Again. He did not die. He escaped either rest or eternal torment. At
the end of the battle, in which they had somehow managed to hold off
their attackers, they galloped south.
The
mountains appeared, a line of rocks growing more imposing by the day.
Despite their exhaustion, they found the unburnt plains, which lifted
their spirits. As they galloped along, between breaths, they would toss
jokes back and forth. Exchanging stories was a way of making sure
everyone was in good spirits. Anecdotes from the plains were exchanged.
As night fell, they galloped on, between the stars and the fireflies.
A
silence settled over them, broken only by the sound of their gallop and
the heckling of grasses as they passed, in a windless, cloudless life.
Tamo concentrated on his sensations, for he knew that the memories he
would bring back might be among the last he would make of the plains.
When
their beasts were exhausted, they continued on foot, stopping only for a
few naps in the grass, before finally reaching the mountains.
The
plains seemed to climb steadily before transforming, cooler and more
mineral. "Come on, if we're not too slow we'll be at the end of the
Valley of Flowers in a week." Tamo's father said.
"Did you hear Clatoudo? If we're not too slow."
"Hey, I could see you lugging pots and firewood around for three days!"
Tamo
smiled as he brushed his mount, cleaning his rough fur of the last
traces of ash. "Come on, darling. This is where we part ways." He
whispered to the beast. "You wouldn't like the mountains, anyway." The
creature licked his fingers before turning his attention to the fresh
grass below.
"Tamo?"
"Coming," the latter replied to his father.
There
were a hundred of them climbing the valley, the survivors of the last
battles on the plains. Men and women, they were all former hunters
transformed into warriors by force of circumstance. Many of them were
also respected leaders in day-to-day and strategic decision-making.
Since Mamalou's death, they had quickly agreed on an enlightened sharing
of power, for the good of the fox clans. Yolanda and Talaouane, the
parents of Natana?o, the fox who had befriended Pastel, guided the
refugees who had left earlier for the mountains with most of the clan,
while Clatoudo and Tamo's father fought on the plains and Pastel's
father, Batto, left with the latter and a few warriors from various
clans to seek help from the Guidians in the western mountains.
Each
had gone off at different times with different groups, in a strange way
breaking the balance between their temperaments and influences. Tamo
had noticed that his father had softened since the division of the
clans. He seemed more anxious, solely responsible for the lives of so
many foxes. He and the others had argued so much about the best
decisions to make. Tamo suspected, from his father's frowns, serious
looks and measured voice, that he missed those altercations.
"You're never less alone than when you're arguing with your own kind." Tamo murmured, remembering his grandmother's words.
At
the end of the day, in the shadow of the mountains, now well and truly
in the valley of flowers and out of the plains, they turned to look at
the latter. They could see the horizon of rolling grass and clouds. In
the distance, they could see the smoke of fires, but no enemy
silhouettes yet. Nearby, their horses waited, unaware that their fox
masters would probably never return.
"Will
we ever know the meaning of all this?" asked Betelaste, a slightly
younger fox with light fur. He was the one Tamo had come so close to
crippling a few days earlier.
Without
waiting for an answer, he continued: "Why do this? What madness brings
these dogs and wolves here to destroy a territory, to exterminate...
meticulously erase. For what? For whom?" They had all asked themselves
these questions countless times. No one answered.
Over
the next few days, they headed deep into the mountains. They had no
maps, but could rely on the stars and the stories of their ancestors to
help them find their way. There was a story about the path from the
valley of flowers to the sleeping giants, and then about the pass to the
stone snakes. They occupied their days by telling each other stories as
old as the clans and, as tradition dictated, they improvised songs
recounting their exile.
"Your turn, Tamo!" Betelaste challenged.
"Ehhh"
Tamo pondered, looking down at the pebbles at his feet, then raised his
head, squinting to look at the impressive peaks around him.
"Between
the vertebrae of sleeping giants, words echo. They dance from mountain
to mountain and sometimes, like the giants, fall asleep there. Crossing
foxes must beware of landslides, but also of lost words that, suddenly
awakening, could guide them through the meanders of sleeping slopes..."
Tamo
smiled and suddenly howled. His cry echoed among the mountains; ears
pricked up. All that could be heard in the vanished echo was the cold
breeze and a distant scree.
"And... that's to watch out for rockslides, is it?"
"Yes, I suppose so." Tamo said with a smile, himself half-convinced by his metaphor.
"But in your story it's the scree that awakens the word and not the word that prevents the scree."
"Ah, let's say it's an invitation to listen to the mountains and not just the scree. Awaken the senses, you know?"
"
I'd like to put my sense of smell to sleep when the breeze brings back
the smell of our droppings at night! It's impossible to bury our poop in
those damn rocks!" shouted Clatoudo, who was about ten meters ahead of
them.
Tamo's father suddenly stopped. "What did you say?"
Clatoudo turned, a little bewildered by his brother's tone. "It was a joke.... but you can smell them from here."
"But the wind is blowing from the south. It's not our poop we're smelling!"
Clatoudo
exclaimed in surprise, immediately grasping what the other fox was
implying: "It's the others! Ah, Tamo! It's not the words that sleep in
the mountains! It's the poop! I've never been so happy to smell a turd!"
The
wind blowing from the south brought the discreet but recognizable smell
of fox droppings to their sharpened sense of smell. As they were
arriving from the north, this meant they could smell the traces of the
first wave of refugees that had preceded them.
Suddenly
excited, they quickened their pace despite the ground's uncomfortable
irregularities, trying to make their way towards the smell. Their
footsteps sent rocks tumbling into the hollow of a narrow ravine. They
knew that no one was waiting for them, but their hearts swelled at the
idea of at least discovering the traces of their loved ones, those for
whom they had been worried for months.
Once
they reached the top of a small ridge, they saw another small grey
valley, filled with pebbles and small shrubs, but soon noticed a shelter
on the side of a rock face, sheltered from the wind.
"There!" Tamo simply shouted, running over the rocks with the others.
"Look out!"
Pebbles
tumbled around them, with them. Tamo, eager, smiling but a little
nervous looked around. Pebbles in a circle to sit on one side... and
there a pile of branches, kindling for the fire.
"Traces of a fire." Says someone, pointing to a blackened stone.
"And here's the source of the smell!" Says Clatoudo, pointing to a far corner of the camp.
The foxes, once warriors, were now pouncing like children, eager to follow in the footsteps of their friends and family.
Suddenly,
someone cried out. Tamo stood up, noticed Betelaste's distressed
expression and then saw a pile of small stones with a funeral stick
sticking out of it. "No", thought Tamo simply, as several ran towards
the mound.
Murmuring
prayers, Tamo's father was the first to step forward and carefully
remove the stones one by one. Little by little, fur, thin arms and face
were revealed. Someone crouched down, crying, and Tamo approached, chest
burning, eyes moistened to see the peaceful expression on Fileniou's
face.
"Poor boy... poor Marrinelle!" someone gasped.
"No trace of injury. The disease must have taken him. He's dancing with his ancestors now." Tamo's father murmured.
In
flashes, Tamo remembered the boy's laughter, the reflection in his
eyes, his expressive face, their games. He thought of Pastel, far away,
who knew nothing about it. Tamo couldn't contain a squeak of sorrow as
the foxes gently replaced the stones to allow the boy to rest in peace
forever. He didn't notice, along with the prayers and the sound of the
wind, a subtle whirring.
"We'll
be back, Fileniou. On my life I promise we'll come back for you and
take you back to the plains with us. You won't be alone in the mountains
for long." Tamo thought.
A
silent shudder ran through the group. Tamo looked up. All eyes, once on
the stones, were now on Clatoudo. Clatoudo had taken a small pouch out
of his bag and dropped the strange, pale cube into his hand. In his
hand, it vibrated and glowed softly, as if a small, cold glow were
hidden inside, quivering.
"By
all the spirits of heaven, this is witchcraft!" Cladoudo raised his
hand just as the stone's wavering seemed to increase in intensity.
Cladoudo dropped the cube, suddenly frightened, and stepped back. The
vibrations suddenly increased, and the roar was louder, clattering on
the stone near Fileniou's grave.
Everyone
was petrified, waiting for something to happen, but nothing happened
other than the impossible, stupefying movement of the small artifact,
taken on a sudden life of its own.
Suddenly, Betelaste grabbed the stone and threw it further. Her wriggling ceased.
"Wait, we mustn't lose it!"
"But
this object is cursed! Why bring it back with us? It's madness, we
don't know what it is!" Betelaste shouted in exasperation.
"It's
stopped. The cube is dormant." Tamo remarked, leaping to the small
object. It was back to being a small die with no marks. Tamo frowned
and, overcoming his fear, grabbed the small object. It still had the
residual warmth of Clatoudo's hand. Seized by an intuition, he walked
slowly towards the group. A few steps away, he had a strange sensation.
The cube was tickling him, imperceptibly. The tickling became a
vibration, then a wriggling and an amber glow. The object's activity
increased as he approached. Clenching his teeth, he reached over the
inert body. The stone vibrated even more strongly.
"It's
Fileniou. It's Fileniou's body that activates the stone." Tamo heard
himself say, a cold chill running through his chest. A fear bigger than
the mountains.